You weren't though. Not with me. With Vex, yes. She deserved better than that. But you were right about me. I'm selfish. I'm self-centered. I constantly do things that hurt you all. I never think. I just do these things. I dragged you all into a fight that could have killed you, and it wasn't your responsibility to fix my messes. Not with the Briarwoods and not with Ripley. I stabbed Raishan in the fucking council room because I have no ability to keep myself in check. I fucking killed Vex and Grog. And it will keep happening because I can't fucking stay dead like I should. And I'm just going to keep hurting people. And I know I'm the reason you left. You said so. But the others don't deserve that.