Maria Potter (doerayme) wrote in journalwands, @ 2020-04-04 18:54:00 |
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Entry tags: | character: maria potter, player: dana |
[James]
Dad,[Harry]
I've tried to write this numerous times today. I have considered not writing at all. I know you don't need any more weighing on you than there already is. Multiple drafts of this were anger and sadness and frustration. Something that I cannot remove from any draft is the worry and the confusion. I am not one hundred percent certain on what is going on and I wish there could be more clarity. However, what I am certain of is why you need to run and what would have happened had they found you at home when they arrived. I understand the need to separate from us for our safety and your own, but I wish that wasn't true. I am worried about you. My confusion comes in the why and what happened. Please don't say I will understand when I am older as I am old enough to understand now. I just can't make sense of everything that is happening and I want to help. I will look after mum of course but is there any other way I can help. Anything I can do. I sense soon there will be a change in our standing and that there will be a lot of change for all of us.
Anyway. I have lots more I want to say. But I think I'll save it for when I can see you again. I love you and I hope to see you soon. I miss you already. I know I still have mum but it isn't the same without you, already.
How are you doing? Sorry. I would ask in person but I just can't right now.