banana/ernie
I told you I love you, why can't that be enough for you right now? Why do you have to pick at it and analyze it? Just let it be what it is. Right now isn't really the time to be making a fuss as to whether it's 'love' or 'in love'. You're still connected to someone else and frankly, as much as I do love you, you're still dealing with the aftermath of having a 'moment'.
What you should be worrying about right now isn't me, it's you and what's going on inside your own head. None of us can fix that Han. You have to. I don't know if you need to talk to someone outside of the group or what but something needs to happen. You're going to end up causing more harm to come to yourself.
Yes, a night of drinking now and again is what we all do but Merlin Hannah...hide your quill or something. Have someone with you who knows their limit and yours. It's all fun and games until we become a public spectacle. Then it's not so fun, is it?
I don't know. Zach's weird. I just accept it and ignore it as best I can. Otherwise, I'd be worried someone's breaking into our flat at all hours of the night.