banana/ernie
I never know when I have your attention though, Ernie. I mean, the sort of attention we're talking about, not the normal sort of attention. And when I open up and say things that make our friendship weird, I feel like it just pushes you away more. Just promise me that the next time I have your attention in that way, you'll give me some kind of sign so I'll know, okay? Because it's never been that I've wanted something else more than you. It's always been because I couldn't have you.
You love me? Or are you in love with me?
Did he just say he loved me? Like in what way?
You're right though, right now the timing is a mess. I mean, I'm wrapping my head around everything, figuring things out. I know what I am doing, but I have to close some open doors first, you know?
But I've never been more certain in my life about what I want. Because what would my life even be without you in it? I can't even imagine a life without you, I wouldn't even want to. But we can discuss it more in person whenever you're ready to.
Wandering off at night? Is he a vampire? Weird. Maybe he sleepwalks? Maybe he's some sort of secret agent?
I don't know if the world could handle a mini Zach/Megan.