It was the same with Ernie and I too. We shared everything. Well, maybe not everything. Not as much as Zach and you. He was the first bloke I saw naked though but only because we were being silly once and went skinny dipping in a lake. It was way too cold for all of that.
You're right. I've been thinking about things ever since I sobered up. I know what I'm going to do. I'm ending things with Seamus. It's not fair to either of them. And then I'll take some time to figure things out, let things just flow on their own in general.