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Saoirse MacDougal ([info]irish_bell) wrote in [info]irreparable,
@ 2011-01-26 18:14:00

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Entry tags:adrian pucey, katie bell, plot shot 2011

who: Katie Bell, Adrian Pucey
what: Storm.
when: 26 January
where: Dingle, Ireland



Angelina was right, of course. As alone in this as Katie felt, she certainly was not. Although it was her body and life without a doubt, Adrian had as much right and responsibility, if he chose to accept. If not, then all her worrying and fears were for not; a discrete trip to the healer's and that would be that.

The last few days Katie had stubbornly tried not to think about the beginnings of the life struggling into creation inside her womb. The right to existence of that future child. It was easier than it should have been. Simply cells and potential. Planning its destruction was simple for Katie, but it was the same ease which frightened her to physical discomfort. Certainly someone who could be so detached and clinical about a baby was not fit to be anyone's mother. Right and responsibility of the father be damned.

Angelina was right, of course, a continuous mantra Katie relied on as a crutch. She had to tell Adrian first. If for no other reason than they had created this together, whether they chose to keep the child or not.

Katie sat cross-legged on the sheepskin rug in front of their hearth, waiting for Adrian to come home. This was calm before the storm, but no matter how close she got to the flames, the winds of fate still chilled her bones.



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[info]flightofthewasp
2011-01-27 03:31 am UTC (link)
Adrian had been out for a run, and he it had taken him longer to get home than he had intended because he stopped for some takeout for them. He'd gotten more involved in keeping in shape now, since the Quidditch season was only a few months away, but he was in the mood for something greasy. So once his run was finished, he popped over to Dublin to a Kentucky Fried Chicken. He ended up getting an extra large bucket of extra crispy breasts and thighs, mashed potatoes and gravy, and biscuits.

Instead of Apparating directly inside, Adrian took the long way, popping in just outside of the barn and stopping to say hello to the sheep before going upstairs.

Adrian took the hood of his sweatshirt down as he looked at her sitting there by the fire. He was unaware that there was anything wrong.

"I got some chicken," he told her, holding the bag up.

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[info]irish_bell
2011-01-27 03:43 am UTC (link)
Mustering a smile, Katie twisted at the hips to turn and say, 'Thank you,' but she didn't get up. For a moment, she sat frozen, looking at Adrian with all the unspoken love shining back at him through her eyes. The storm about to break over them both and Katie wanted just one more selfish moment to observe the man she loved before destroying the innocent moment.

When she could hold his gaze neutrally no longer, Katie pressed her hand to the sheepskin rug next to her, beckoning Adrian to come sit with her. She had decided in the moment that maybe if he held her while she told him, nothing too bad could happen because in his arms she had always felt invincible.

'Sit with me for a moment? There is something you need to know...'

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[info]flightofthewasp
2011-01-27 03:48 am UTC (link)
Adrian looked at her curiously, beginning to realize that maybe something was up. It he were a little more observant, he would have put all the signs together and figure it out for himself. But, alas, he was not and he was still blissfully oblivious. He moved over to where she was sitting, and sat down next to her, placing the bag in front of him. Jackpot immediately came over to sniff, and Adrian pushed him away.

"Does it have to do with why you've been pissing all the time?" he asked, reaching into the bag and pulling out one of the biscuits. Though he kept his eyes on her. "And why you threw up on my pillow?" He just thought that she was ill, that perhaps she had some kind of strange flu that would give her those symptoms.

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[info]irish_bell
2011-01-27 05:12 am UTC (link)
Adrian was as close to lightening as he could possibly be without actually getting struck. Still, Katie hadn't the strength to break the illusion just yet. She scooted, silently, until she was as close as possible to Adrian, laying her head awkwardly against his chest and curling her upper body into his lap. 'Hold me?' she requested, far more vulnerable than she had ever been in front of any man.

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[info]flightofthewasp
2011-01-27 05:17 am UTC (link)
Adrian draped his arm over her, pulling her in closer and moving his leg so that she was sitting between his legs. He was really started to get worried now, and began to wonder if there was something seriously wrong with her.

"Katie?" he began, dropping his half-eaten biscuit back into the bag. He put his other arm around her. "Do you have the cancer?" he finished hesitantly. By a process of elimination, Adrian thought that was the most likely culprit, especially when he took into consideration the way she was speaking.

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[info]irish_bell
2011-01-27 05:25 am UTC (link)
Katie had been correct in her assumption: Adrian's arms were not only comforting but supportive. They gave Katie the strength to speak, and his concern a companion to her misery.

'Of a sort,' she said, lips pressed to his collarbone. 'Adrian... I'm pregnant.'

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[info]flightofthewasp
2011-01-27 05:30 am UTC (link)
For a few minutes Adrian didn't say anything as his mind attempted to fully process what Katie had told him. Honestly - and it was truly very sad - his first instinct was to call her a liar. But Kherrie had been so close to being pregnant with his child once, that it was likely that Katie was now too.

Adrian got so hot began to sweat and he wanted to take his sweatshirt off, but he didn't move a muscle. The only movement that came from him was his breathing.

"What you say that you're pregnant," he began slowly, "do you mean that you are or that you might be?"

Adrian stared straight ahead, and his muscles tensed as he waited for her answer.

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[info]irish_bell
2011-01-27 05:47 am UTC (link)
'Are pregnant.' Katie repeated slowly, clearly, apologetically. She knew her body, she knew the signs, even without a mother of her own Katie knew missing one's period, weight fluctuation and morning sickness could only mean impending parenthood. 'And yes, it is yours, before you ask.

'I'm so sorry...'

And the storm broke, and Katie cried.

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[info]flightofthewasp
2011-01-27 05:57 am UTC (link)
Adrian saw and listened to Katie cry like he was in a dreaming state. He watched her, but he made no move to comfort her. None of this seemed real to him. Jackpot made his way back to the bag of food, and Adrian saw that too, but he made no move to stop the dog as he buried his face in the bag. A moment later, he went back to looking at the fire.

Katie was pregnant. The child was his. Adrian always knew that this would happen one day, and, just like Kherrie, he considered himself extremely lucky that he didn't knock up some random skank that would probably abandon his kid while she went off and spent all of Adrian's gold.

After what seemed like an eternity, Adrian finally spoke.

"I guess I gotta start thinking about what I'm gonna do with my life after I can't play Quiddy anymore, huh?"

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[info]irish_bell
2011-01-27 06:31 am UTC (link)
'Oh God!' Katie wailed, 'I didn't even think about Quidditch!' and she broke down into gasps and wet sobs. If Katie had been an observer to her own reaction, rather than a participant, she would have burst out laughing.

'Wh-What am I. I going t-t-to tell the Irish team!' laughable, really, but right now to Katie the whole world was crumbling around her.

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[info]flightofthewasp
2011-01-27 06:46 am UTC (link)
That was enough to snap Adrian out of whatever state he was in, and he looked down at Katie like she had completely lost her mind.

"We're going to have a kid - you and me are going to have a kid and you're worried about Quidditch?" Saying it made Adrian begin to feel just how real this was, and his nerves combined with the soreness in his abs made him want to vomit.

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[info]irish_bell
2011-01-27 07:04 am UTC (link)
'Oh, I'm sorry. I haven't quite finished processing all this yet. Clearly giving up my career for a baby I didn't ask for has no importance at all...' Katie was shouting again. Much like when she had shouted at Angelina. Not really at Angie, or Adrian, but at the universe in their general direction. 'You get to keep right on playing, and picking up birds, and going to poker games and throwing wild parties with Miles and I'll be the one sitting here at home with a bobbin nipping at my tit! I don't want this Adrian! I can't do this! I'm not ready to- my mum...' but she broke there and fell silent, letting her tears say what she could not.

Above everything, Katie feared dying like her mother and leaving a child alone in the world. Even if Adrian was around, Katie had seen how sad her father had been before his own untimely death, and though she had never said it before, Katie loved Adrian too much to do that to him.

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[info]flightofthewasp
2011-01-27 03:37 pm UTC (link)
"And you think I am?" Adrian was shouting right back at her, only because she was doing it to him first. Had Adrian been in a calmer state, he would have told her that, no she wasn't going to be stuck at home with a kid while he went out and fucked around. If there was a party to go to, he could make his mum or his sister watch the baby. And he never really expected her - or even wanted her - to quit Qudditch. Adrian really didn't see Katie as the stay-at-home mum type. Ginny Potter was going back to Quidditch, wasn't she?

"I don't know what you want me to say to you. I'm sorry? It's not like I planned this and it's not like we can do anything about it." He didn't consider abortion to be an option. Even when he thought he got Kherrie pregnant it wasn't. Adrian didn't judge people who had them, but it simply wasn't something he was ok with when it came to his own offspring.

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[info]irish_bell
2011-01-28 03:00 am UTC (link)
"...it's not like we can do anything about it." The words sunk in past Katie's petulant behavior, replacing immature crying with a heavy reality. They were going to have a child together. An accident. Adrian wouldn't have said there was nothing they could do if abortion was an option.

The last rays of hope sputtered out like a dying flame and Katie dried her tears resolutely. If Adrian wasn't going to be comforting, she didn't want to cry in front of him anymore.

'I know you didn't plan it. And you don't have to apologise,' it wasn't as if he'd done it on purpose. Truly, Katie wasn't angry at him for her condition, just girlishly annoyed that he hadn't let her scream and cry and get it out of her system. For once in her life, Katie wanted to be allowed to react like most normal women: emotionally insane.

'Jackpot's eating all the chicken...'

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[info]flightofthewasp
2011-01-28 03:10 am UTC (link)
"What? God damn dog!" Adrian looked over at Jackpot, snatched the bag and tossed it in front of Katie, and then gave Jackpot a smack on the backside. He didn't usually smack Jackpot, and it was a clear sign of his current emotional state. Merlin, if he couldn't even train a dog to keep away from chicken how was he supposed to parent a child? He was already feeling certain that that kid was going to come out with a cigarette in one hand, a pint in the other, and a desire to shag everything with a pulse. At least it was most probably going to end up a Quidditch player. That thought made Adrian happy, and he actually smiled.

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[info]irish_bell
2011-01-28 08:09 am UTC (link)
Katie picked up on Adrian's smile immediately. It was as sunshine during a rainstorm, disconcertedly out of place. 'Why are you smiling?' she asked calmly.

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[info]flightofthewasp
2011-01-28 02:33 pm UTC (link)
Adrian didn't realize that he was smiling, so it took him a moment to answer. But when he did, he was smiling even more. "A little Quidditch player," he answered simply.

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[info]irish_bell
2011-01-29 01:42 am UTC (link)
Seeing Adrian smile, and hearing why he was smiling, no rainbow could have been more promising. If he could be happy so quickly about a child, maybe in time Katie would too. 'Do you really want to be a father?' she asked warmly.

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[info]flightofthewasp
2011-01-29 01:49 am UTC (link)
"I always wanted to have kids," Adrian told her, "I just never thought it would be this soon." Adrian never lied to Katie before, and he didn't much feel like starting to now. He didn't see the point in it, especially not about this.

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[info]irish_bell
2011-01-29 08:58 am UTC (link)
The turn around was quick; Katie had always been adaptable. Though true trust and confidence would take time to settle in, at least in the moment she was able to smile back.

'Suppose we're going to have to stop drinking so much...'

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[info]flightofthewasp
2011-01-29 04:25 pm UTC (link)
Adrian stopped smiling then, as another wave of reality hit him. Now he had to grow up, and he really had no choice in the matter. He always knew that someday he would have to stop partying as much as he did, and stop playing around with all those women. He just never thought it would be this soon. And that scared him as much as becoming a father did.

"We can eat more bacon, though. Kids like bacon, don't they?"

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[info]irish_bell
2011-01-30 08:17 pm UTC (link)
'Kid's don't deserve bacon,' Katie teased, laying down in front of the fire. The sheep skin rug was incredibly warm and comforting and after the emotional roller-coaster ride, she just wanted to bask in the warmth of the flames. 'Their tastebud aren't mature or diverse enough to appreciate the complex nature of bacon.

'A child, for example, will love any kind of bacon. A true worshiper only loves properly smoked, thick cut and juicy bacon. Clearly.

'Have you ever had sex with a pregnant woman?'

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[info]flightofthewasp
2011-01-31 04:41 am UTC (link)
Adrian didn't respond to her comment about kid's tastebuds, laughing instead at her question. "Once," he admitted, "she wasn't very far along though. She had a belly but it wasn't all that big yet."

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[info]irish_bell
2011-01-31 06:22 am UTC (link)
'Hm..' she replied, mostly to the ceiling. 'You'll still have sex with me, though, right? If I have to give up drinking, I'm transferring all time spent getting sloshed, getting shagged.'

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[info]flightofthewasp
2011-01-31 05:22 pm UTC (link)
"Im not giving up sex with you just because you're pregnant." Adrian thought she was completely bonkers for even wondering if he would. "We'll find a way to work around ut when your belly gets too big."

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[info]irish_bell
2011-02-02 12:39 am UTC (link)
'Alright. Good.' There was a long pause as the room fell silent, except for the crackling of the fire. Beneath her, the sheepskin rug felt like a cloud and the silent stillness tickled at Katie's skin. Her body was beginning to relax; the tension of her secret ebbing away. It was over, a decision made, a future chosen. Hope and what-ifs no longer played a part and though things were not as Katie would have chosen them, not having to make a decision anymore was blissfully stress-relieving.

'Can we go to bed? I'm tired.'

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[info]flightofthewasp
2011-02-02 02:43 am UTC (link)
"What about the chicken?" Adrian was both mentally and physically exhausted now, but he was also hungry. He knew that he wouldn't be able to sleep until he ate. "Want to just go to bed and I'll come when I'm done eating?"

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[info]irish_bell
2011-02-06 03:19 am UTC (link)
'Alright,' agreed Katie outwardly. She really felt the need for physical comfort, a hug, a kiss, something solid and reassuring. However, Katie had never learned how to ask for those things, nor to recognize her need of them. And if she had, now was probably a moment Adrian needed to himself anyway.

Pushing against the ground, Katie got to her feet, gave Jackpot a goodnight pat, and left the room with a quiet, 'See you in a few...'

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[info]flightofthewasp
2011-02-07 04:09 am UTC (link)
"I won't be long," Adrian assured her. All he wanted to do was eat what was left of his chicken and biscuits, then go to bed with her. The truth was - and he would never admit it - but he could do with a cuddle too. There was a lot he would need to think about, but he would deal with that later. Right then he was too mentally and physically exhausted.

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