I should get out more, but it's harder than I thought it would be. Most of you are new to this place, and you don't understand... you never saw this place at its worst, in its darker past. You don't know its secrets, or at least you haven't witnessed them like I do.
Every time I step out the door, I just see the place that Columbia used to be. I know I have to get past it, but I don't know how.