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Lily Evans ([info]emerald_eyes) wrote in [info]indarkness_logs,
@ 2010-10-21 21:14:00

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Entry tags:!complete, 2032 10, balthazar blake, lily evans

RP: The Return
Characters: Lily, Balthazar
Time/Date: early morning, October 22
Location: her room, Sev's door, kitchen, back to her room
Warnings/Rating: FtB smut
Summary: Lily wakes up to a very pleasant surprise in her bed
Status: Complete



Yesterday had been a dull haze of a blur. She'd taken care of things as well as she could manage before retreating to her room. She brought a book with her, but there was no one to maintain an illusion for ... so she'd simply set it on her nightstand. She gained then some very sudden insight on why Jaime had preferred to simply sleep while Mal was gone. The horrible, hollow ache inside of her made it hard to want to do anything at all.

She'd managed to stir herself for dinner, but it was a quiet affair anyway. Not that she stayed down there long; she couldn't stand the overwhelming pall of grief that hung over the table like something tangible.

After retreating to her room, she resolved that tomorrow would be better and she wouldn't laze around. She had to finish exploring the island and start to guide the smaller sect of captives here. Just because they were all dead over there didn't mean life stopped here. Though Lily wondered if she wouldn't protest much if life did stop here.

She drifted to sleep though she wasn't really tired. The gas seeping in through the vents took care of that for her.

When Lily woke up, she was aware of the faint throbbing in her head that indicated drugs, and her eyes shifted to the nightstand. Nothing there but an alarm clock proudly informing her it was 6:17 AM and the book she'd abandoned the night before. She was, however, aware of a weight around her middle that certainly hadn't been there when she'd gone to sleep. It felt ... like an arm.

It also felt like someone tall, and warm, and solid was pressing against her back, and Lily wondered who here would have the balls to crawl into bed with her, and why she hadn't woken up. The drugs, of course, she realized as she slowly lifted her head.

So they'd drugged her and put someone in bed with her? She turned her head slowly, peering behind herself. She saw familiar unkempt hair, and a familiar face, lips slack and parted in sleep. She saw closed lids and the wrinkles that composed the map of his face. His very familiar face. The face of a man who should be ... who was ... dead. The ...

... had he survived, and they'd simply let her think he was dead? That they were all dead? "Balthazar," she breathed as she turned in his embrace, studying his sleeping face. She lifted a trembling hand, brushing back his hair. His real hair, warm where it rested against his face. Whispering his name again, she moved her hand to shake his shoulder. "Wake up," she murmured. "Love, wake up," she pleaded quietly.

His eyelids fluttered, a sigh crossed his lips, his arm tightened around her, but he made no other movements. He didn't wake up.

The drugs, Lily reasoned. When she'd been moved, how late had it been before she'd woken up? How long would he be out? He was here, alive, breathing, and that was good, but not enough. He might ... he might be from a time before. A clone drawn in to replace the one lost. He might be shocked to be in her bed, wondering who she is, why she's there with him, why they're sharing a room. She wouldn't put it past their captors. Not at all.

Leaning in, she pressed her lips against his sleeping mouth, kissing him tenderly before drawing her head back. If he was back, were the others?

Lily eased out of bed, her heart hammering. She reached over to her alarm clock, turning it off. Penning a quick note telling him she'd be right back, she propped it up against the clock before drawing on her robe and heading out the door. She ran down the hall to Mal and Jaime's room, pausing outside. Pressing her head to the door, she listened. Snoring. She could hear someone snoring inside.

Laughing softly, Lily pressed her hands over her mouth before turning to the stairs, running up them. She could have sent him a network post, she knew, but this seemed ... better somehow. Easier. It would kill more time, at any rate. Besides, she wasn't sure if his devices were intact after his rampage in his room.

Lily pounded on the door to Sev's suite, not worried about waking up Mercy if she was there. If she was as drugged as Balthazar was, she wouldn't be up for a little while. "Sev!" she called through the door. "Sev, they aren't dead! Check her room!"

With a wild laugh, Lily spun away from the door. She raced to the stairs again, this time to her son's room. She listened outside the door, listened, listened, and she heard motion within the room. They weren't dead at all!

She was delighted now, joyful, but later ... oh later there would be rage at the situation, at how their captors toyed with them like this. For now, she was content to have them back. She should celebrate, she should ... tell them they were on their own for breakfast.

Darting down to the kitchen, Lily left a note on the table. They aren't dead. They're here! You're on your own for breakfast though. ♥ Lily

That done, she dashed back up the stairs to her room. Slipping off her robe, she eased back beneath the covers, pressing her body against Balthazar's to wait for him to wake up.



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[info]the_sorcerer
2010-10-22 05:48 am UTC (link)
Balthazar became aware of many things at the same time and few of them made sense. He was assuming that was because of the drugs which he didn't think had worn off completely yet. This wasn't his bed, but that... was supposed to happen, wasn't it? Yes, they'd been warned that they were being moved.

There was also a warm body next to him. He could hear familiar breathing, feel the slight shifts in the bed. Why would they put him in bed with someone ... someone who reminded him of Lily even before he saw her.

Blinking his eyes open, he smiled at Lily and wondered if he was really still asleep. He didn't feel asleep, but he hadn't entirely believed that she was still alive here. He'd hoped, and wanted, and wished, but just because the bears they had met didn't kill anyone didn't mean a different set of bears hadn't.

"Hello," he greeted in a voice still slurred with sleep (or sedatives), lifting a heavy hand to cup her cheek. She felt very real. He shook his head slightly to try to clear it, but he supposed if this was just all a dream, it was at the least a nice one. "Are you real?"

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[info]emerald_eyes
2010-10-22 06:00 am UTC (link)
"Yes," she breathed when he asked her if she was real. She closed her eyes briefly at the heavy feel of his hand against her cheek, and knew from the slur in his voice that he hadn't completely shaken off the drugs.

"Oh, love," she whispered. "They showed us ... we thought ... we thought everyone over there was dead," she murmured before she leaned in and claimed his lips softly, briefly, but eagerly, needfully. "That there was another earthquake. I ... It was hell," she murmured. "But there wasn't, was there? You were all fine?"

Well, 'fine' was subjective, she knew, but ... alive, if still caged.

Her fingers stroked his hair back and she cupped his cheek before running her hand along his neck to rest on his shoulder. "Did ... anything happen there? At all? It wasn't a matter of just a few survivors? I ... I heard Jaime and Mal and Harry but I didn't check the other rooms."

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[info]the_sorcerer
2010-10-22 05:20 pm UTC (link)
Balthazar draped his arm around her, kissing her back in kind. He still had a foggy sort of feeling, but everything was starting to sink in. She was really alive, and they were all safe together -- well, as safe as anyone could be in this situation -- on the same island.

"There was no earthquake," he assured her with a slight shake of his head and his jaw clenched as he put together what their captors had done. He could be angry later, though; now he knew was the time to focus on being with her again. "The bears came for their armor and we returned it, but that went rather peacefully. As of last night, everyone was safe."

He licked his lips, "Was it a video they showed you? They had one for us, as well. You ... were a prominent feature. They said they had set the bears on the wrong island and everyone here had been killed."

His eyes slid down her body as if checking for any signs that she had been attacked by a bear. It seemed both videos had just been complete fabrications and he wondered if there was a point beyond just toying with everyone's emotions. Probably not. It was senseless, just like everything else they did here.

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[info]emerald_eyes
2010-10-22 06:17 pm UTC (link)
Lily nodded, her fingertips toying with the ends of his hair. "It ... yes. They showed the hotel falling apart and waves of water crashing onto it. It ... Dug -- well, a dog, I suppose, not Dug himself -- was the only actual body we saw. But the implications were there, that everyone ... and ... they'd said, before, about the quakes. So of course everyone here who knew simply assumed..."

Lily shook her head. "There were no bears here. There wasn't anything here, really. Except ... well." She gestured toward her dresser where she assumed the Grimhold still was. "Except the Grimhold. But no bears, no accidents, no ... anything like that."

She leaned in to rest her forehead against his, kissing the tip of his nose softly before she drew her head back. "Did you ... want anything? Coffee or tea or breakfast? A shower, aspirin, anything?"

Lily knew very well what she wanted, headache not withstanding, but she wouldn't push anything.

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[info]the_sorcerer
2010-10-23 04:41 am UTC (link)
Balthazar shook his head ever so slightly as she described the video this island had been shown. They had set up and executed this very smoothly, he thought. He wondered what these people could accomplish if they put their minds to a good use, instead of torturing innocent people.

He had briefly closed his eyes, but he opened them to regard her as he made a thoughtful noise. "Yes, all of those sound like things that I want," he decided as he draped an arm around her, letting his hand explore her back and move up into her hair.

"First, though..." he trailed off and closed the short distance between them once more to kiss her. He was a little hungry and thought a shower might clear away what was left of the strange feeling the drugs left over, but he wanted to be close to her, to confirm they were both real, to make up for time lost.

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[info]emerald_eyes
2010-10-23 04:50 am UTC (link)
Lily moaned softly against his mouth, her own eyes drifted closed as she returned his kiss. She'd missed him, and was letting him know with her kisses, her touches, the press of her body against his own. She bit softly at his lower lip, drawing her head back and opening her lust-darkened eyes slowly.

"Don't start anything you're not prepared to finish, love," she whispered against his mouth. Her heart was pounding quickly, her breath coming a little faster as she gazed at him, wanted him, but ... she would back off if he needed time or space or anything to reorient himself.

It was hardly fair to expect him to jump her just because he was awake now. "I can wait," she promised him even as she ran a hand lightly down his chest. "If you need me to," she murmured as she pressed against him, her lips claiming his once more.

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[info]the_sorcerer
2010-10-23 07:51 pm UTC (link)
He smiled against her mouth. He didn't want to stop -- and he thought he felt well enough to continue. His heart was racing and his thoughts felt a little disorganized now, but he knew it had more to do with wanting her than the left over effects of the drugs.

"Think I can manage," he assured her in the brief moments before she was kissing her again. He had a fleeting thought of wanting to tease her, that perhaps she was sending mixed messages by saying she could wait and then kissing him like that, but kissing her back seemed to be the wiser choice.

He pressed his body against hers, guiding her onto her back to ease himself over her as he deepened the kiss. He moaned her name, intending to show her just how much he had missed her and how glad he was to have her back.

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[info]emerald_eyes
2010-10-23 08:05 pm UTC (link)
Lily shivered a little, rolling onto her back as he guided her. She wrapped her arms around him, clinging tightly to him as her eyes closed. She was aware there was too much clothing between them, but they'd get to that, soon. Right now, it was almost enough to just have his weight over her, his lips on hers, his body pressing against her.

She could feel his arousal pressing against her thigh, and she groaned quietly. But she was content to take this slow, to simply explore each other as they undressed each other.

Maybe later, they'd make it downstairs for food. If not, she had some up here. Honestly, she had little intention of actually leaving the room much, at least for today.

This, for now, was all she wanted. All she needed.

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