RP: Impossible! Characters: Lily, Luke Time/Date: late morning, August 30 Location: rec area Warnings/Rating: R, descriptions of a threesome Summary: Lily watches something that hasn't happened and couldn't possibly happen Status: Complete
Lily had seen Jayne's "warning" in the network, as well as the subsequent comments, and had felt her stomach roll unpleasantly. The first thought was of the children - after the condom incident, she really thought they needed better supervision. Maybe she'd have to take it on herself ... though Tyler had admitted he had built something of a rapport with Lizzy. Maybe they could ... find some volunteers to take turns so no one was a full time parent here. Either way, she didn't want the girls watching whatever was on the telly.
She did wonder what else was on, and somehow it seemed better to occupy the lobby telly than to find out in her own room. So it was that she made her way out to the couch, plucking the remote from where it had been left (jammed between the cushions of the couch).
Lily inhaled slowly before turning on the TV. She pressed the button to bring up the grid and looked at the available programs. It wasn't the usual thing. There were no kids programs, no nature shows, no comedies, no dramas, no movies, no shows that were usually listed. Instead, the listings were for movies that were apparently laden with gore and violence and sex. She saw, too, shorter entries that bore some of their names.
While she wasn't inclined to watch any of them, she ... had to. She had to know what people who were watching the entry labeled "Lily, Sirius, James" were seeing. She didn't want to, but she'd rather know than not. So she scrolled down to it and pressed it.
She watched as the screen went black as the request was processed, and then the scene opened. Lily saw herself sitting at a vanity table, brushing her hair. She noticed right off it was longer than it was now, and more than that, she was pregnant. Not hugely so, but enough.
She watched as Sirius stepped in (Sirius was living with them? Or just visiting?), and she felt a slight ache of homesickness. She missed her friends, her husband, and god did she ever just want to go home. Watching, she saw Sirius flop down on the bed. Heard him asking about James, when would James be home. She saw herself moving to join Sirius on the bed in a more familiar manner than she thought she was completely comfortable with. Watched as he started to tickle her.
James came in then, grinned a little, told Padfoot to be careful because Lily was expecting. She watched herself rise to greet her husband, and Lily felt her heart breaking even as she stared hungrily at the images. James, her James, alive still. Distracted as she was by studying him and him alone, she wasn't aware how the scene was shifting until she realized that she was now on the bed, and naked. Lily's eyes closed. Anyone watching was going to see this. Her, naked, with her husband and her husband's best mate.
Forcing her eyes open, she continued to watch. She watched the show as Sirius watched James touching her, and then ... somehow ... Sirius was out of his robes, and James - James! - was removing Sirius' smiley-face boxers. Lily stared in utter horror as Sirius joined them on the bed, watched as she took him in her mouth as James began to fuck her.
Pressing a hand over her mouth, she wanted to stop this, stop watching it, but it was like a train wreck, and she really, really couldn't turn away. Everyone else was seeing. She had to know. She didn't like the camera angles changing like they did. Like someone had been there to record it - or there were several cameras planted. Either way, it was disgusting, but she watched it until the end. Until James had finished inside of her, and she'd swallowed Sirius. Until the program itself turned off.
Disgusted and shaken, Lily turned the TV off. Someone else could screen things. Someone who wasn't going to be on these programs. Hugging herself, Lily gazed down toward the floor as she tried to come to terms with what she'd seen. Was it something that really did happen? Or had their captors faked it somehow, staged it? She and Sirius didn't have a relationship even vaguely resembling the one she'd seen on screen, but ... would that change in the year or so that had passed?
Lily tried very, very hard not to imagine everyone watching this. To know, now, that everyone here was going to know what she looked like naked. To know she'd engaged in ... things like that. It was mortifying and horrifying and completely humiliating ... and she wasn't sure how much more of their games she was going to be able to endure.