I'm sorry about how I reacted when you asked for my help. I'm sorry I acted like you were putting me out, and not considering my feelings, when really that's what I've been doing. I'm sorry that I called someone else "my family" like you weren't. I'm sorry that there was a minute in there where I-- actually wanted to hurt your feelings. And I'm sorry I tried to make you feel bad instead of talking to you about what was bothering me like a normal adult person.
And I'm sorry that I haven't been there for you while you're recovering like you were for me when I was. I'm sorry that I haven't been paying enough attention to you, and to what you need, for a while now. I'm sorry I haven't made time for you. I'm sorry I've been pushing you away. I'm sorry I've been asking for a lot from you without-- giving much back. I'm sorry I didn't realize how hard this was for you. All of it. I'm sorry I didn't think about it.
I have not been a good friend. I want to be better.