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_withoutacause (_withoutacause) wrote in hogwarts_dawn,

Sirius sighed and sat down on the floor, because apparently they were doing this no matter what. But he was tired, and he didn't have it in him to fight Peter. He didn't agree with him though. Soulmates and one person only were real forms of love, yes, but they weren't the only kinds of love. He'd known people who lived with and loved two, three, even more. Maybe it didn't always work, but it could, and it wasn't any less real than any other forms of love. But he wasn't going to argue about it.

"You think anyone's ever looked at me and seen more than, than a face? A body? They don't." He sighed. "Even Remus, even he thinks, thought, that I wouldn't have wanted more than that. Do you know how many people have come back after I slept with them? One. And I'm pretty sure it's just because there isn't anyone else at this castle for him to fuck." He looked up at Peter. "You have a lot more going for you than you think. You say I need to move on from the past, and yeah, you're probably right. But you do too Pete. You're selling yourself short, and you'll find someone else. You deserve that too."

He shook his head and let it hit the wall.

"I know I haven't lost my friend." He didn't at the 'yet'. "But I think you're underestimating just what it means to be best friends with people your partner doesn't like. It won't happen today, or tomorrow, but like you said, growing up. Finding new people. Moving on. It'll happen, eventually. And I'm dealing with that. I haven't pushed him away. I'm not pushing anyone away. I'm even going to talk to Regulus. Tell him I'm happy for him, try to make some sort of peace. I can't do anything else."