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Peter Pettigrew (p__pettigrew) wrote in hogwarts_dawn,

"Yes, I think it's really a stretch of the imagination when you can't even pick between James and Remus. And again, I'm not saying that you don't love them. Fuck, Sirius, I've always known that you love them more than you love me. That was half of the fucking problem," he said. "But, yes, I think the fact that you can't pick means that it's not true love, not that kind of love that hurts if you can't be that one person and only that person. I've seen my grandparents, I've seen my uncle and my aunt. I've seen my mother refuse to date anyone, because she couldn't imagine life with anyone but my dead father."

He threw his arms in the air. "Fine, you know your own heart, although maybe, just maybe think about what I said, okay? And if I'm wrong, then I'm sorry. I really am. And if I'm not, then maybe find that person you really love because you deserve that."

He sighed. "Sirius, I had one person in my life look at me and see me. One. I've had quick shags with women who most definitely did not want a relationship until a woman from the nineteenth century showed up. Come on! What are the chances of that happening again?" He pinched his nose. "Why does he have to pick, Sirius? Why? Love and friendship aren't an either or. Sure, if the Dark Lord shows up tomorrow and he has to protect one, he might protect Regulus, just like James would protect Lily, but somehow you are okay with one and not the other. But we aren't talking about that. We're talking about talking to Remus. You don't have to wait until the full moon. You can go to his office and say 'hey want to have dinner with me?' and maybe it won't be every night, but that doesn't mean that you've lost a friend."

Peter went after Sirius. "I think that you're hurt and you have a tendency of exaggerating and do you know why I worry? Because you will stop talking to Remus, because you've convinced yourself that he will turn his back on you, so you're doing it first because it'll hurt less. Guess what? He won't turn his back on you and if you do, it will still hurt like hell. Trust me on this, because I'm idiot enough to have done it."