"T-then why does no one come c-calling? I f-feel like I'm missing something. Like I'm not complete by myself. My existance can be so lonely, and you know what I mean. When everyone isn't around, when mom's gone, and you're busy, and Thanatos is off doing his duty it's just me and a bunch of dead people. It's like, when everyone is doing what they need to do, what we're supposed to do, I'm just me. I'm just alone." Makaria took a deep breath. The stone cold sobriety of feeling inadequate.
"Mom had Gods practically knocking down her door, I read about it and I'm just.. it's like I'm not even here. Heck, if I run into one of my uncles, or cousins they don't even know who I am. So how am I supposed to find someone who loves me for me. I feel.." Makaria shrugged.
"Maybe I'm meant to be alone, mm? Maybe that's what my purpose is, just guiding souls around and not.. I.. just wanted to try."