Feb. 22nd, 2008


[info]herself_nyc

service announcement concerning DISTANCE

To my loyal wonderful readers:

There's always a risk when a writer does what I've been doing, posting a story just as fast as I make it up. I've never been the kind of writer who outlines or plans; I often don't know what's going to happen when I sit down to write the next part.
It's a high-wire act. For most of the time with Distance I was on an almost magical roll, the story just poured forth, I was on fire.

Then that changed.

I'm sure most of you have noticed that the story has lost some of its focus and momentum. I thought for a while that I could write through this, but now I think I'm going to take a step back, and will probably remove a big chunk of the recent parts, and do a major rewrite/revision. I can't say what parts will be yanked yet, because I want to do a thorough reread and have a good think about it. Nor can I say how quickly I'll make the changes, or much of anything, except that I hope the finished product will be better as a result.

I understand if this is annoying or worse than annoying, but of course we all know that fanfic is a labor of love, and a diversion, and for me writing it it's also an experience and an experiment--and in this case I reserve the option to revise the experience and create a different experience.

I'm not sure what I'll do with the parts that are posted here that I'm going to remove. I can't make those entries private so I may have to delete them and alas delete the comments too. Or I may figure out a way to map the links around them while making it clear they're no longer a part of the fic.

This is kind of a downer for me, but again, that's what can happen when you write out in public.

[info]herself_nyc

Fic: DISTANCE (pt 64 of ?) - redacted

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Don't leave me here. )

Feb. 21st, 2008


[info]herself_nyc

Fic: DISTANCE (pt 63 of ?) - redacted

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No slayer is ever defenseless. )

Feb. 19th, 2008


[info]herself_nyc

Fic: DISTANCE (pt 62 of ?) - redacted

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Come here, you silly little bitch. Could thrash you for a little fool. )

Feb. 18th, 2008


[info]herself_nyc

Fic: DISTANCE (pt 61 of ?) - redacted

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Who ever thought you having a wet dream on my back would be so romantic? )

Feb. 17th, 2008


[info]herself_nyc

Fic: DISTANCE (pt 60 of ?) - redacted

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I haven't had a happy drunk in I don't know when. Kiss me. )

Feb. 15th, 2008


[info]herself_nyc

An experiment - redacted

OK, so I'm probably not going to be able to post part 60 today, because I haven't yet written part 60.

Hence, an experiment. I thought I'd ask here for people to respond if they'd like, by commenting on anything about the story that they're wondering about, that feels like a loose end or a plot/character hole, that they'd like to see happen or see the characters discuss before it wraps up. I ask this not because I'm fishing for more praise but because right now it feels like I have zero perspective and could use someone else's . And often I get ideas from the comments, hints and reminders of things I wasn't considering that I then consider.

So, no promises that anything you ask about will actually happen, but please speak up and know your comment, on WHATEVER, may be a valuable spur to my creative process ....

Thanks!

Feb. 14th, 2008


[info]herself_nyc

Fic: DISTANCE (pt 59 of ?) - redacted

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What d'you want, you greedy little minx? )

Feb. 13th, 2008


[info]herself_nyc

Fic: DISTANCE (pt 58 of ?) - redacted

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Note to my readers: I did that annoying but sometimes necessary thing of deciding that what I'd posted in the last chapter wasn't quite right. So I've altered the ending of part 57; some of what was there is now instead in part 58, and then there are new scenes. Hope this doesn't confuse anybody. Click the previously link to get caught up.


Spike? What just happened? )

Feb. 12th, 2008


[info]herself_nyc

FIc: DISTANCE (pt 57 of ?) - redacted

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Author's note: I changed the amount of time Spike spent in London before going to Dawn in St Andrew's from a couple of week to more like a couple of months. I'm not revising what's posted here but the change will be reflected in the final archive of this fic at Bugger This.

I never wanted to leave you. You know that, yeah? )

Feb. 11th, 2008


[info]herself_nyc

Fic: DISTANCE (pt 56 of ?) - redacted

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You're always too easy on me. )

Feb. 10th, 2008


[info]herself_nyc

A note about process for those who are interested

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This part was really REALLY hard to write. Read more .... )


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Fic: DISTANCE (pt 55 of ?) - redacted

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Tell me the truth. What's the matter, Buffy? )

Feb. 8th, 2008


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Fic: DISTANCE (pt 54 of ?) - redacted

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You never have to wait to come home. )

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Fic: DISTANCE (pt 53 of ?) - redacted

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Dawnie, that really isn't funny. )

Feb. 7th, 2008


[info]herself_nyc

Fic: DISTANCE (pt 52 of ?)- redacted

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Dunno how you drink that swill, an' at three quid a go. )

Feb. 6th, 2008


[info]herself_nyc

Fic: DISTANCE (pt 51 of ?) - redacted

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Gods fall for the darndest guys. )

Feb. 5th, 2008


[info]herself_nyc

Fic: DISTANCE (pt 50 of ?) - redacted

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Spike, are you hearing this? It wasn't your fault. )

Feb. 4th, 2008


[info]herself_nyc

Fic: DISTANCE (pt 49 of ?) - redacted

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No one came for Angel. Not in time. )

Feb. 2nd, 2008


[info]herself_nyc

Fic: DISTANCE (pt 48 of ?) - redacted

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If you're not going to work, I'm not going to feed you! )