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αℓєχ υ∂ιησν ஜ knows how to live with the pain (russiandoll) wrote in hellanetwork,
@ 2013-09-29 10:02:00

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!10 pts, alexandra udinov, angel, annabelle, john mitchell, molly carpenter

I feel really rough.

[Molly]: I need you to invite me in.

[Mitchell]: I don't know why you felt the need to do that, but I'm not going to say who it was. ~~Why am I protecting~~

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	Alex \| Mitchell russiandoll 2013-09-29 03:06 pm UTC (link)
	And what changed your mind? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex \| Mitchell thisiswhatiam 2013-09-29 03:17 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex \| Mitchell russiandoll 2013-09-29 03:20 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not going to tell anyone it was you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex \| Mitchell thisiswhatiam 2013-09-29 03:39 pm UTC (link)
	Why would you want to protect me? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex \| Mitchell russiandoll 2013-09-29 03:45 pm UTC (link)
	Because I don't think you're all bad. And if I told anyone, someone would probably try to kill you. I've seen enough death to last several lifetimes. Why didn't you kill me? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex \| Mitchell thisiswhatiam 2013-09-29 05:39 pm UTC (link)
	But I am. I'm a vampire. There's nothing good about that. I don't know why I didn't kill you. I just didn't want to be alone anymore. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex \| Mitchell russiandoll 2013-09-29 05:42 pm UTC (link)
	You can choose. Don't let words define you. It's not always that black and white. You should have killed me. I'm probably the worst person in the world to be a vampire. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex \| Mitchell thisiswhatiam 2013-09-29 05:49 pm UTC (link)
	Nothing is ever black and white. But the fact is you'e a vampire now, and what you do with that is up to you. I didn't kill you last night, I'm not going to kill you today. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex \| Mitchell russiandoll 2013-09-29 05:54 pm UTC (link)
	I'm getting help, I think. I hope. But I can't...feed. I was a junkie. I won't be able to stop. And I don't want to hurt anyone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex \| Mitchell thisiswhatiam 2013-09-29 06:42 pm UTC (link)
	You don't have to drink. It's possible, you can survive without drinking. You won't be as strong, or as fast. You'll be cold all the time, from the inside. You'll always crave it. But if you don't drink...it's easier to resist than to quit. Don't start. It's hard, but it's manageable. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex \| Mitchell russiandoll 2013-09-29 06:46 pm UTC (link)
	I can handle hard. I've sort of been doing it my whole life. So I can still be...this, and not hurt anyone? ~~I can't say vampire.~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex \| Mitchell thisiswhatiam 2013-09-29 06:55 pm UTC (link)
	Yes. You can be a vampire and not drink blood. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex \| Mitchell russiandoll 2013-09-29 06:57 pm UTC (link)
	~~Don't say the v word.~~ Not any vampire I've ever heard of. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex \| Mitchell thisiswhatiam 2013-09-29 07:02 pm UTC (link)
	I've done it. It's not easy. Every bloody second of your life will be a struggle. You might rather be dead. But it can be done. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex \| Mitchell russiandoll 2013-09-29 07:06 pm UTC (link)
	You probably need to do it again before you get killed here. That doesn't sound so different than my life before, trust me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex \| Mitchell thisiswhatiam 2013-09-29 07:17 pm UTC (link)
	Look at you, trying to give me advice. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex \| Mitchell russiandoll 2013-09-29 07:22 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, I'm a pain in the ass that way. I don't know how all of this works. What can we do and not do? Obviously sunlight doesn't seem to be an issue. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Alex | Mitchell

thisiswhatiam
2013-09-29 07:32 pm UTC (link)

I don't recommend direct contact with symbols of Christ, it's uncomfortable but not damning. Sunlight weakens us but we can walk in daylight. Because you're not drinking you're not going to be as strong as you would be, and your regenerative process will be slowed too, but you'll recover from anything short of staking and decapitation. Fire can kill you, obviously. Your fangs will emerge and your eyes will turn black when you get excited or angry, and if you give in to your bloodlust. You can do basically whatever you want, and everything you did before. Except now people have to invite you into their homes.

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	Alex \| Mitchell russiandoll 2013-09-29 07:35 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, I already had that awkward situation with my roommate. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex \| Mitchell thisiswhatiam 2013-09-29 07:56 pm UTC (link)
	Did you...what did you say? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex \| Mitchell russiandoll 2013-09-29 07:59 pm UTC (link)
	I told her I needed to be invited in. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex \| Mitchell thisiswhatiam 2013-09-29 08:22 pm UTC (link)
	And she didn't question you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex \| Mitchell russiandoll 2013-09-29 08:27 pm UTC (link)
	She did, but I haven't said anything about you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex \| Mitchell thisiswhatiam 2013-09-29 08:49 pm UTC (link)
	She didn't try to stake you on the spot? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex \| Mitchell russiandoll 2013-09-29 08:51 pm UTC (link)
	No, even though I pretty much asked her to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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