It was like she wasn't hearing him, and if she was, it was only half thoughts. "There are so many things going on," she admitted, scooting closer to him and stretching out, her hand reaching out for Tyler's. She needed the connection they used to have, and while they both sat there and tried to get to the bottom of whatever issues she was having. Tyler was generally the best at trying the best, so she had no doubt in her mind that whatever came out of this talk, they'd be just fine.
"Honestly, what it boils down to is me having all sorts of attention, move of it negative, and then trying to sort out everything between. I really wish that it was easier than that, but the reality of it that I have a boyfriend who is wonderful and charming, and then a guy who tells me that I deserve more. I just want to be myself, and then I realized that it may not be enough."
She sighed and rocked back a little bit before carrying on, brushing her hand through her hair. "And then, I think that I may have almost cheated on Harry. None of this is like me, it's all just things that are happening."