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Tweak says, "what have I done"

lydia martin (futureimperfect) wrote in haeremaiic,
@ 2021-05-08 00:52:00

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!net, -player: amber, -player: kt, -player: mercy, alexander aaron, caleb danvers, five hargreeves, lissa dragomir, lydia martin

Sorry to anyone I might have woken up. Not a great first impression ~~even though I've been here since Th~~.

Hi, I'm Lydia.

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	Five \| Lydia futureimperfect 2021-05-11 02:22 am UTC (link)
	I didn't think you would, and it's nice to hear that confirmed, but I want to do my part too. Even if it was just subconscious, there would be a power dynamic there if I didn't. One I'm not really happy with. Besides, maybe it's a push I need. After I manage to get some decent sleep. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Five | Lydia

needsaspotter
2021-05-11 02:45 am UTC (link)

What if, while you're working to find a job and getting signed up for school (and in school if you've got that sorted before a job), we work to make it so you're doing your part by splitting things up around the apartment? We both clean up after ourselves, but if the communal spaces need straightening up, you could do it, and whoever makes meals, the other does the dishes. You could do shopping or errands during the week, and I can grab anything needed on the way home or do them on the weekends.

And I do realize that sounds like Cinderella or a live-in maid, but that's not how I mean it. I'm just trying to think of a way that has us both contributing, and it would shift as you adjust and settle and get into school and find a job. I wouldn't expect anything, and I'm more than capable of cleaning my own clothes and can and do clean up after myself. I'm just trying to brainstorm and think of things that'll help. ~~And this is why I should be on my own. It's just~~

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Five | Lydia

futureimperfect
2021-05-11 02:57 am UTC (link)

[ ... ] I mean, I was essentially volunteering to do that somewhat earlier, so I'm not upset. But I'm also not going to sit back and not look for a job just because you've offered to pay for things. And I want some of what they gave me to go toward the shared funds. ...After I buy like two more bottoms and tops and maybe a dress. And a different pair of shoes. And a pj set. But the rest of it I want added to the pile that we'll both be drawing from.

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	Five \| Lydia needsaspotter 2021-05-11 03:07 am UTC (link)
	Given what little I know of you and what I have seen of you so far, I'd find it strange if you did sit back and not look for a job. You seem far more motivated than that. And done. Once you've gotten all you need, we'll put the rest in the pile. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Five \| Lydia futureimperfect 2021-05-11 03:18 am UTC (link)
	Well, that's—I'm not sure I know myself at the moment, so thanks for not thinking poorly of me. And thanks for agreeing. If there's something I can do to make things easier for you while we're in this stage... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Five \| Lydia needsaspotter 2021-05-11 03:37 am UTC (link)
	If there is, I’ll let you. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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