[1] It wasn't like that, Ash. I'm sorry. [2] I haven't talked to anyone about it. It's just [...] what can I say? I have no right to feel anything but guilt and blame. [3] I was going to marry her. And with everything, I just left. I moved and I didn't say anything at all. In a time when she needed me, I disappeared. It's unforgivable. So what I want doesn't matter.