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Xavier 🌮 Lewis ([info]solveforx) wrote in [info]gooseberry,
@ 2017-03-08 22:15:00

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Entry tags:! journal, xavier lewis

[Warded to Senior Ribbongents]

Did you guys see what Cole Moss said?

SO

So I think

So like

I, uh, okay this is probably nothing, but. At the dance I met this person and I can't figure out who it was but I think it may've been the forest thing? I think I kissed the forest thing.



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Senior Ribbongents
[info]guthriegazette
2017-03-08 10:37 pm UTC (link)
Just saw... Is there any way it wasn't Anonymous? Anything in particular that stood out that makes you think it was them?

And are you ok? This whole thing is kind of... disconcerting.

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Senior Ribbongents
[info]solveforx
2017-03-08 10:44 pm UTC (link)
I mean I don't know. I'm fine. Maybe it wasn't the forest thing. I might just be fantasticizing something mundane to avoid confronting reality my mom says I do that a lot.

But, like, only an asshole or a ghost would kiss like that and then run without saying anything.

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Senior Ribbongents
[info]guthriegazette
2017-03-08 10:57 pm UTC (link)
I don't not believe you, I just don't want you to feel weird if you don't need to, you know? You seem like you maybe feel weird. I think you're definitely not just 'fine'

...I'm glad the kiss was good, at least?

Also unfortunately there are a lot of assholes at this school.

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Senior Ribbongents
[info]solveforx
2017-03-08 11:35 pm UTC (link)
[...]

No, you're right. I just let myself get worked up over a dumb joke.

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Senior Ribbongents
[info]guthriegazette
2017-03-08 11:45 pm UTC (link)
Zav...

I mean. Who knows, honestly. It could have been anyone, and there could be any number of reasons why they ran off.

[...]

You're more upset about the kiss ar I'm sorry. If it was a joke then they're obviously idiots.

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Senior Ribbongents
[info]solveforx
2017-03-09 12:07 am UTC (link)
If it were anything more than a joke or a ghost I think they would've said something by now, right? They knew who I was. I just thought if it were the forest thing then it would explain

Eh, I'll get over it. Better to have thought you kissed a ghost and lost than to never to have thought you kissed a ghost at all.

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Senior Ribbongents
[info]guthriegazette
2017-03-09 12:52 am UTC (link)
Some people are shy? Or awkward? It's hard to know.

I know you'll get over it but it's still kind of shit at the moment - Ravi and I are here to talk in the meantime, of course. This kind of thing can really throw you for a loop.

At least it looks like your humor is partially intact, but I wouldn't expect any less.

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Senior Ribbongents
[info]solveforx
2017-03-09 08:58 am UTC (link)
It's so not a big deal. Don't worry about it.

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Asher/Ravi
[info]paladins
2017-03-09 12:29 am UTC (link)
If I ask a third time whether or not Xavier is okay, do you think he'd find it overbearing?

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Asher/Ravi
[info]paladins
2017-03-09 12:30 am UTC (link)


...Nevermind, I did it anyway.

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Asher/Ravi
[info]guthriegazette
2017-03-09 12:42 am UTC (link)
You're my favorite prefect.

...how are we going to cheer him up? He's (obviously) not ok.

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Asher/Ravi
[info]paladins
2017-03-09 12:57 am UTC (link)
Would you be okay if you were kissed by a mysterious forest entity? Or a random boy who fled from you at midnight? [...] Wow. Maybe he's right, it really is hard to tell which one is preferable.

Anyway, I'm... not sure. Zav was pretty thrilled about Taco Tuesday, and I thought maybe I'd just imagined that he seemed a little melancholy lately. He did mention before the Grotto party that he was bothered by something, but he didn't want to talk about it?

Augh, why is everyone in this cabin so close-mouthed?

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Asher/Ravi
[info]guthriegazette
2017-03-09 01:09 am UTC (link)
Probably not, no... I mean, maybe random boy is..?

Whatever.

He was excited, so it seemed like things were fine again? I've noticed a bit of a downtick in his mood but figured it was just something little that he'd work through on his own. Maybe not, though - he just said he was bothered? Nothing else?

Sorry we're not very good at this whole having constructive conversations about our feelings thing. I hope he doesn't feel shut down after we tried to figure out if it really was Anonymous.

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Senior Ribbongents
[info]paladins
2017-03-08 10:38 pm UTC (link)
What?

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Senior Ribbongents
[info]paladins
2017-03-08 10:38 pm UTC (link)
Are you okay? Is this why you've been so

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Senior Ribbongents
[info]paladins
2017-03-08 10:39 pm UTC (link)



What does kissing a forest feel like?

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Lmao beautiful
[info]doyouevenlift
2017-03-08 10:40 pm UTC (link)

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Senior Ribbongents
[info]solveforx
2017-03-08 10:45 pm UTC (link)
1. Yeah
2. I'm fine-ish. I think I'm better if I kissed a ghost than if I kissed an actual person.
3. Uhm... it's pretty awesome honestly I'm not going to lie.

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Senior Ribbongents
[info]paladins
2017-03-08 11:16 pm UTC (link)
Ah. Well. That's... lucky? I don't know. Anonymous already has a strange fixation on us; I don't know how to feel about it also wanting to kiss students too.

[...] I'm sorry, Zav. Do you think it could've been a prank? You were fairly identifiable with your flower crown.

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Re: Senior Ribbongents
[info]solveforx
2017-03-08 11:40 pm UTC (link)
Ugh, Yeah. You're right. I mean what else could it be, right? I can't even take myself seriously. Why would anyone else?

Yeah. Prob just a prank. Sorry for the false alarm.

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Senior Ribbongents
[info]paladins
2017-03-08 11:49 pm UTC (link)
That still doesn't make it okay. This person shouldn't have kissed you without permission.

You should talk to Agent Larke, though. I don't want to think it, but... just in case. Do you remember what they looked like? Oh, wait. The Anonymity Charm, of course. Still, they might have said or done something which could be useful for Larke to know...?

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Re: Senior Ribbongents
[info]solveforx
2017-03-09 12:16 am UTC (link)
[...] Um, there was definitely permission given. No question there.

I guess I could. But you were right. They recognized me because of the flower crown. There wasn't anything super, like, ~mystical~ about them. It was just some guy. If I told Agent Larke that, she'd just laugh.

I think I'm starting to prefer that this mystery remain unsolved.

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Senior Ribbongents
[info]paladins
2017-03-09 12:28 am UTC (link)
Oh.

[Xavier]
I know I just asked this, and Asher just asked this, but are you okay? Really? Because you've seemed... a little off lately.

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Ravi
[info]solveforx
2017-03-09 09:15 am UTC (link)
I'm good. I'm good. It's dumb, dude. Of course the first time a kiss feels like something other than, like, uncomfortable or wrong or just mashing my face against someone, it's because of a prank or a mistake. My own body is in on the joke now. Just wish my head would catch up. Ugh I am so disgusted with myself for thinking about this so much I need to stop. And I am not showing any of this to you wow wow wow

Super okay. It's actually kind of funny when I think about it.

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Senior Ribbonboys
[info]icovington
2017-03-09 06:31 am UTC (link)
For what it's worth, and this may be entirely unhelpful, but I think there may have been a decent amount of anonymous, accidental kissing going around. Maybe your fellow realized he wasn't comfortable kissing someone he didn't know and that's why he ran off?

Is there any particular reason you think this anonymous person was The Anonymous?

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Re: Senior Ribbonboys
[info]solveforx
2017-03-09 09:29 am UTC (link)
Nah, I think you guys are right. It wasn't the forest thing. The guy knew who I was. Came right up and started talking about the crown from the tea party. So it was probably just someone who was there? Maybe they were ~wowed~ by my ability to embarrass myself in front of my peers mad kazoo skills and couldn't resist. I donno, man, I don't wanna think about it anymore. not worth the effort to worry about.

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Re: Senior Ribbonboys
[info]icovington
2017-03-09 04:27 pm UTC (link)
The forest thing clearly knows us all

Ok. If you're sure.

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