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Rafael Ramirez is a tyrant. (firstposition) wrote in gooseberry,
@ 2016-12-01 11:36:00

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The post of a million wards.
Is everyone happy with their patronus?

[Warded to Wes]

Are you in the mood to talk about the incident when you were camping?

[Warded to Sun-mi]

How are you feeling? Is it okay for me to ask?

[Warded to Ravi]

Do you want to talk about what happened or have you already bottled it up and buried it?

[Warded to Cecil]

Cecil, I hate to ask you for favors, because I know how busy you are. However, I need your help with something.

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Rafael/Sun-mi

firstposition
2016-12-04 12:42 pm UTC (link)

I dealt with it by... [...]

I don't know, it's a little generous to say I "dealt" with it. I hadn't been broken up with Quinn for that long, and Ravi was doing his supportive friend thing that pulled me right in. When he kissed me in LARP, I was furious, because I wanted it. But I thought he was only attracted to me because I was the closest thing to my brother he was ever going to get. I accused him of trying to make me a replacement, and told him I wasn't straight, and that I wasn't going to let us be one another's rebound.

But I was wrong. The truth is he was never actually interested in me at all. He was just playing the stupid game. I got to enjoy two blows to my ego over the course of about fifteen minutes. First I thought I was just a stand in for Ricardo, and then I realized that I wasn't even that.

So, I got over him by being thoroughly humiliated. I recommend you try something else.

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