"So," Josie said back before taking a deep breath, "Well I guess I should start with the most recent then go back." She took another deep breath, "Well you know Alex and I have been going on for a while now and well things have been getting...heated lets say. And I mean I'm not the blushing virgin or anything but I keep stopping it, because I want it to be special and stuff, I know lame. But most recently we went on a date and it would have been special but for some reason my mind drifted during...you know the foreplay. They drifted to the guy who I had my first time with." She paused as she waited for Jill's reaction before she continued.