"I am upset with both of them. I can't decide which one I'm more upset with, right now. They both make me so angry, my blood boils. I just..." She paused. What was she feeling? She didn't know exactly. "I thought Calvin still loved me. I still loved him." Not anymore. Nope. Definitely not anymore.
"Is that stupid? That I still loved him? I thought we might be able to get back together some day. Guess that's not happening. Not that I'd want it to now, even if it was an option."