Now, after talking to you and reading what you put up in this post, I can see where I went wrong, but I can still see where you went wrong. When you poked me yesterday and asked if I was still talking to you, the question stunned me. I am not a dramatic person, nor am I an unforgiving one. I do not hold grudges. I couldn't think of a single reason why I wouldn't talk to you. Especially since because even then, even before you talked to me I believed that we had had a misunderstanding. One that could be worked out through careful conversation, patience and understanding on both sides.
But let me say one thing which is very important for me to get out. I am being completely honest here when I say that I don't appreciate the way you've talked to me, Rin or the other players who were in that chat. I consider Mel, Rin, Locke's mun and Sayuri's mun to be my friends. I also consider you to be one and it pains me when I see insults to my friends' intelligence. You came across in both chats (to me) as indignant, unwilling to accept any way but your own and that is my own misperception and my own mistake.
There were multiple insinuations against my intelligence in the chat that we had last night. I showed it to my girlfriend without any explanation whatsoever except to say that I had fucked up and that you were rightfully upset at me and asked her what she thought you were saying. I was doing this in an attempt to be unbiased. She too saw the allegations that I wasn't looking through the logs properly, you chided me for not listening when I think that you have the exact same problem in spades, you accused me of ignoring you even when I blatantly told you that I was not and refused to accept any other explanation other than my agreeing that I was ignoring you, and made the comment about underestimating my intelligence.
Maybe that was a typo. Maybe you had intended to say that you felt that if I had thought you were a spoiled child that you had overestimated my intelligence and had thought that I was smarter than I was. Instead, what you said (whether you meant this implication or not) was that you considered me to be stupid and that you had thought that I was even stupider before this.
There is a severe misunderstanding coupled with miscommunication here. There are severe gaps that need to be bridged, but you need to meet me half way. You need to make concessions that perhaps you handled this as wrongly as I did. I don't believe that I am the monster in this situation. Nor do I believe that you're the monster in this situation. Instead, I believe that you and I are two adults who both misread and misunderstood the situation.
And I want it to be known that I will not tolerate snide comments about my intelligence, about the other player's intelligence, about Rin, or about the other characters. It's fine for the characters to not like each other. When the muns become involved it simply gets messy and overdramatic to no end. I would like to be able to play the game and be able to make a mistake and have it calmly talked to me about rather than having to deal with what seems to be escalated and senseless drama. I would like to understand your side of the story or how you see the situation when problems arise. I would like to be able to calmly talk to you and work things through with minimal strife, but this cannot be done if you cannot hold your temper and have to leave the chat without solving any of the problems.
This also cannot be done if there are implications against our intelligence within the chat. Because I do know a good amount about cars, as do Locke and Sayuri's muns. I know Rin also knows a good amount about cars, but there were comments made to the effect that we obviously must no nothing about them. Even in your OOC post you made the passive agressive jab saying that we were "hyper-focusing on asserting our own powers" and this is unacceptable.
So yes, there is a major problem here. I apologise for mostly focusing on what we had talked about the night before rather than what you said in your post, since I am not a mod and most of the comments in your OOC post do not apply to me since I am not a mod and am not in control of the aspects that you mentioned.