Laura "X-23" Kinney (lil_wolvie) wrote in freedomtownic, @ 2021-02-23 01:25:00 |
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Entry tags: | bode knight (bode_knight), ellie miller (future_days), grace harper (snarkyassassin), laura kinney (lil_wolvie), laura palmer (_thediaryof) |
This is why I hate emotions. They contradict each other, make you a hypocrite, and in the long run, do nothing but hurt you mentally and spiritually.
For instance.
Recently, I've been doing my best to keep everyone at arm's length. Not because I don't like them, but because it's easier than hurting when I inevitably lose them.
Yet... here I sit, typing this and thinking about how lonely I feel right now. Hypocritical and contradictory.
I'm beginning to think that perhaps I'm broken. Whether in a mental, spiritual, or emotional way, who knows. But I'm considering that perhaps I should find somewhere here that's barely inhabited and just isolate myself from the world.