Sometimes I scream, sometimes I kick and hit. I wonder if the other Sookie has nightmares? If the same things trigger her? If ... . [Pauses]
My roommates put up with a lot, I don't scream often, but when I do it's scary. My love gets kicked and hit all the time; Matthew usually wakes me before the screaming starts, even more he stops me from getting too deep in the nightmare.
Matthew, I love you.
I wish Gran could know you and you know her. She was wonderful, my best friend and biggest fan. She taught me to love myself, as much as I could. [Once I found out what I was, things changed.] As much as that knowledge and the acquiring my fairy powers helped, it hurt.
Gran, I miss you every day. You sacrificed everything for me, including dying.