Alicia Spinnet (pridealicia) wrote in fourteenshades, @ 2013-02-16 16:17:00 |
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Entry tags: | alicia spinnet, draco malfoy |
Who: Alicia Spinnet & Open
What: Getting some air
Where: By the lake
When: Saturday afternoon, close to dusk
Rating/Status: TBD / TBD
Everything was a mess, half the village was yelling at the other half, no one was just relaxing and everyone seemed to think everyone was out to get each other. Alicia was sick of it. She was sick of all of the fighting. She was tired of trying to figure out her own emotions from it all. Alicia couldn't be mad at Roxy for what she'd done, Alicia herself had pulled pranks on people before and sometimes they didn't go as planned, or weren't as funny as she thought they were going to be. The mood ring themed hair, that one was hysterical but the guys she'd pulled that one on took it well and it was hysterical. Besides they were the ones that tried to tape her to a wall one day. That was a little different though, doing silly things back and forth. This had targeted people who weren't part of a set group of friends or team.
Roxy and Albus had apologized and she actually thought they had some points. No one made Alicia kiss Aberforth, no one made her want to take off his clothing, or kiss his scars. That was something she wanted to do, and yeah the potion had a good amount to do with why it happened in the first place but she was the one that kissed him first, she was the one that suggested they go inside, she was the one that took her shirt off. The potion didn't make her do those things. Other people who took it didn't go as far as she and Aberforth had and that was what kept puzzling her.
What had she gone as far as she had? Why did he go as far as well? Alicia wasn't alone in it, at least she didn't think she was. Maybe she was. Why did she not feel bad, or guilty about it either. She was scared and nervous and felt like a bit of an idiot, but she didn't feel bad about it. Hell, she liked it, a lot. She liked talking to him, she liked getting to know him, she really liked kissing him and now she just felt strange and unsure about what was because of the potion and what was because she was just attracted to him. What was even worse was she told him that and hadn't really heard anything back. She was starting to wonder if he was still going to want to have dinner the next night. She wouldn't blame him if he didn't. She knew he shared a lot more with her than he probably wanted to.
With a bottle of red wine sitting next to her, Alicia was sitting on a blanket looking out over the lake occasionally making a snow ball and throwing it. She had her journal and a wireless with her. Better than punching something. She wished she had a punching bag here. She thought about telling Roger she needed someone to talk to, but he had his wife to deal with, Angelina had Fred to figure things out with, Lee she didn't want to burden and if Alicia was really honest she felt horribly lonely here. It felt like she really didn't have anyone to just talk to or bounce what she was feeling off of here. She had Shocker, and she was more than grateful for that.
Shocker was curled up on the blanket happily relaxing. "Well Shocks, just you and me huh?" She said as she grabbed the wine taking a long drink straight from the bottle.