"BUT I HAVEN'T!" Walburga's anger was starting to take over the more angry that Alphard got with her. She knew it wasn't fair for her to get angry, but she was. She was angry with herself, with the situation, with everything. "YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME, ALPHARD! YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED AND IT ISN'T FAIR! YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO CHOOSE ME! AND YOU DON'T! AND MAYBE THAT'S WHY AND MAYBE IT ISN'T! I DON'T KNOW!" This wasn't going to fix anything, but she didn't know what else to do and she always threw tantrums, she knew that, but now she thought she had a right to.
"YOU AREN'T BEING FAIR!" For the first time in what was probably a long time (especially since she was certain the last time was when she was 17), Walburga felt herself crying. She didn't want the future. She wanted to go back in time and take everything away and make it stop, but she couldn't. She couldn't. None of it was fair. Everything was horrible and he'd never come back and Sirius would get what he wanted anyway, only this time, she couldn't leave first.