It wasn't alright. It was horrible, and she felt horrible for taking them off. Padma always had them with her, and she always wanted to have them on her finger, but she couldn't show their girls she was completely stuck in the past, they needed to be raised, and her heart never wanted anyone else but Roger. She'd never been in love with anyone else, she never wanted to date, she just wanted to take care of the girl and keep their father fresh in their memories.
"It was..." She started again without really knowing how or what to say. "I didn't think I'd ever see you again, and I had to keep living." Padma finally said. "I couldn't let go though." She added on, and she couldn't. People tried to get her to get out there, date a little, have more fun. Padma normally lasted 30 minutes, or however long she felt she needed to before she could be polite and leave. "I'm sorry." She said hoping he could understand she never wanted to let him go, she never did let him.