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Phaedra M. Paderborn ([info]painbreak) wrote in [info]forgotten_gods,
@ 2010-01-06 22:26:00

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Entry tags:morphine, opium

Who: Morphine, Opium and the Landless kids (NPCs)
Where: Opium's shop and apartment
What: Visiting a very sick brother.
When: Late afternoon/Early evening - later. Wednesday January 6th.
Warnings: ... Adorable Opiates? TBD.




The holidays had come and gone. Phaedra had received beautiful items from her family, and had sent modest thank you cards, crafted by a daughter of one of her patients, to all. Each card had unique flowers upon them, the paper itself made from an assortment of natural fibers and flowers.

But with the holidays, and with winter in general, came the cruelty of cold. Morphine was well aware of the way Opium could get during the frost, and so she had juggled her work at the clinic with running around town to find the proper ingredients that would elevate her older brother's health and his mood. She managed to have Martin reschedule the few Wednesday afternoon appointments that there were and arrived at her brother's shop with likely a dozen bags full of various things. Groceries, a few bags from the nearby hardware store, and a fruit basket.

Ophelia's eyes went wide when she saw Miss Phaedra walking up toward the shop with arms full of heavy things. She quickly shooed Monty and Henry out of the shop to help Oscar's sister with all of that... stuff. It was like Christmas, all over again. The dark haired girl smiled sleepily when she saw Miss Phaedra was wearing the scarf she had made her; there was something endearing about the cozy ivory bundled around the older woman's neck, stark against the red-red of her hair. Had her hair become brighter?

When Morphine and all of her stuff she had brought made it into the shop, she put the Landless boys to work.

"Montague, be a dear, and take this downstairs? Henry, darling, there are new fixtures for downstairs in that bag for you to install," she gestured idly to a pile of items that were too awkward for her to carry, things that Montague had awkwardly carried and leaned against the wall. There were several - enough to replace and to restock Opium's current inventory - eight foot, double-tube high-output VHO lamps and fixtures. Along side these lamps, were several simpler and cheaper groLux lamps. It was quite possible he would never suffer a lamp burning out again. The walls downstairs, without Opium knowing, had been painted bright white by Montague earlier that morning, at Phaedra's request. She had called the store line directly, knowing her brother would be upstairs likely lost in Baudelaire or some other poetry from his vast collection. Bright, bright white paint, to reflect the warmth and the brightness of the VHO lamps and have the light bouncing to provide optimal growing for the frost-bitten poppies. Poppies needed much light, and more warmth.

"Yes, ma'am." Montague nodded and fumbled with the eight-foot lamp fixtures as he moved behind the counter, through the double doorway, and down the stairs. Henry gazed at Miss Phaedra for a moment as the woman turned to speak to Ophelia, half lost after hearing that voice, before toddling after Monty.

"Ophelia, a special task for you," she smiled gently as she looked across the counter, and leaned down, pulling out many packets of flower seeds in one hand. "When your brothers are done, plant these. You'll find some small earthenware pots for them in this bag, and some nutrient rich soil as well. Place them carefully along the walls downstairs. Also, if you find a chance, do replace the filters for the air purifiers - good ventilation makes for happy plants and less bacteria."

Ophelia caught herself staring at Miss Phaedra, pressed her lips together, and glanced downward, a silent nod. She knew Oscar's sister well, and there was something very familiar about her, yet every time Ophelia found her thoughts scrambling as to why, it felt as if the why was submerged in ice in her mind - hard to see and impossible to get at. "I forgot you had such a green thumb, Miss Phaedra," she said with a polite half-smile, nodded to the woman, and went back to her duties in the store. She had seen only pictures of Miss Phaedra's garden, but it was beautiful and lush. "Oh, and Oscar is sleeping. I don't think he knows you were coming, Miss. We were very quiet about it."

"Lovely, Ophelia, thank you." Phaedra watched the sleepy-eyed girl for a moment, tilting her head. Inhaling softly, she bent at the hip and picked up the grocery bags, slipping behind the counter and brushing past Ophelia, through the same doors the boys had gone through, but up the stairs instead. She eased herself through the door of her brother's apartment, slipping off her shoes in a nearly automatic gesture. A glance around the sitting room, so warm and inviting, before pulling out half a dozen bushels of lavender flowers. Morphine carefully and strategically placed them in Oscar's favorite lounging places, on window sills, bookshelves and the smattering of tables. The soothing benefits of lavender would ease Opium's mind and relieve the doldrums of winter. Inclining her chin upward slightly, she listened for a moment, hearing the soft inhale and exhale of a man in the throes of sleep in the next room.

She found some empty wall space on top of one his bookshelves and stood on her tiptoes, leaning a small Delacroix painting there. She muttered something about her height, before moving into the kitchen. Each grocery bag was set on the kitchen counter, and she got to work, chopping vegetables and ingredients for a simple, yet healthy meal: to start, a tomato caprese salad, followed by Asparagus and leek soup, to be served with Heroin's home baked bread and his dangerously delicious cheese strudel. She withdrew a large soup pot from a cupboard, pouring the broth, stirring in what was needed, lowered the heat, stepped back. Slowly but surely, the smell of her brother's favorite foods began to waft through the apartment. She also placed a fresh bit of water in the kettle for some tea and set several large jugs of orange juice in the refrigerator. Hazel had given her a basket of goodies earlier for their brother, including an assortment of tea which she organized carefully on one of the kitchen shelves: two blends of tea from Adagio, Christkindle Marketplace blend and A Victorian Secret blend.

She also found his record player, and at a very, very quiet volume, slid a Nina Simone record, dropping the needle at just the right place to play Feeling Good.

While the soup simmered, Phaedra carefully pulled two small but impossibly healthy poppy plants from one of the paper bags, a gift from Hazel. The flowers and their roots had traces of Heroin's power itself in them, a so-called repository of her brother-Self's power, and thus some of her own. Their color was vibrant, a glow when placed against the grey palette of winter. Her spirit was lifted just by holding them, and, with a few pieces of lavender flowers under her arm, she moved from the kitchen, potted plants in hand, to her brother's bedroom, where he gloriously napped through his sickness. She could feel his illness, his slowed breathing, the effects of the frost claiming his own nervous system as the opiates themselves did. Not to disturb him, she carefully slid the plants on the nightstand, arranging bits of lavender around its base. Her hand then found the side of Opium's sleeping face, and she leaned slightly to press a light kiss to his temple.

Without a word, she moved to a cozy chair nearby, pulling it closer. Draped across her brother's chest, an open book. Phaedra carefully reached and grabbed the book, easing back into the cushions of the plush chair. Where her brother had left off before slipping into the arms of sleep caused her eyebrows to raise and the corner of her lips to twitch into the shadow of a smile. As it eats you up with kisses, that I have preserved the form and essence divine of my decayed loves...



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[info]chasinghaze
2010-01-07 09:15 am UTC (link)
While his wards (a more palatable term than concubines, which was what he really considered them), busied themselves downstairs tending to Phaedra's orders - the boys grudgingly getting ordered about by Ophelia in her absence - and rebuilding the basement garden, Oscar was quite contently slumbering through something of a fever. He had no more awareness of his sister-child's presence than the shift in his dreaming; a few more splashes of red in the landscape, the comforting smell of home cooking and what could almost be a cool breeze to ease his aches. He slept right through the placement of the lavender and the painting, the chopping of vegetables and all the cooking, and even through her delicate touch and the movement of the book from where it lay.

It took a while, in fact, for the feel of Phaedra there, near him, to settled like a heavy blanket over him and rouse him from his sleep. The dream faded slowly, colors bleeding like a watercolor painting exposed to the elements and slipping into blank darkness, then to warm light as Oscar grumbled softly in half-sleep, gave a bit of a snore and brought a hand up to rub over his face. A moment later he peered through his fingers at her, sucked in a small breath and shifted to push himself up on his elbows.

"Well this is a pleasant surprise, darling..." he said, noticing his book in her lap and smiling faintly. "I was just dreaming about my poets. Charles and I once visited the sea together and it was," a stifled yawn, "quite lovely."

Opium's hair was a bit more disheveled than usual and it had been a few days since he shaved, but he didn't look quite as bad as he felt. Older, yes, and more weary than usual. He moved more slowly as well and was perhaps a little shaky as he propped himself up on his pillows to sit and address Phaedra better. But he had been in far worse conditions in the past, this was just his usual winter sickness. Strangely (or not so strangely as he noticed the poppies blooming at his bedside), he was feeling a bit stronger than he had been when he nodded off.

"To what do I owe the honor of my sister's company?" he asked, patting the bed next to his legs in case she wanted to move closer to him.

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[info]painbreak
2010-01-07 09:31 am UTC (link)
She brought up a hand, fingers curling lightly for her chin to rest on, her elbow sinking into the side of the chair's arm. She was halfway through another poem when Opium began to stir, which drew her attentions up, lighting upon his weary features as woke. She smiled softly, setting the book in her lap, leaning forward just slightly. "The sea often is, my love."

She reached to move some of that tousled hair from his face. Noting the slight tremor in his movement as he sat up slightly with inward concern, her smile only lingered, not faltering. Winter. Winter was cruel for him. She knew this, and she also felt the glow within her, the quiet but strong presence of Heroin's gift, in the flowers.

Sliding quietly from the seat, she moved to perch on the bed next to him, one leg dangling off the edge as she eased the other beneath her. "You are ill. Someone needs to take care of you, darling, if all you find yourself busy with is reading Charles and sleeping."

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[info]chasinghaze
2010-01-07 09:41 am UTC (link)
"And what, pray tell, is wrong with reading Charles and sleeping?" he asked, sense of humor still clearly intact despite not feeling well. He reached out and placed his hand on top of hers, skin warm and comforting as it always seemed to be to him, even if there was a little touch of something buried deep down that meant he could not touch her for long. It was left over from the days when Phaedra was little more than a cure for his addiction.

He glanced around for a moment, almost as though he were searching for something. "You brought flowers," he said, eyes closing for a moment and a smile crossing his face. "Sweet of you," Oscar murmured, patting her hand before sliding his hand back into his lap. "All this effort for one sick old man..." He wasn't particularly modest or just lying around feeling sorry for himself, just making observations as he tended to do. "And what did you do with my children?" he teased. "Put them all to task as you tend to do, I suppose?"

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[info]painbreak
2010-01-07 09:58 am UTC (link)
"I'm not one to tell you not to read Charles and sleep, for that would be very hypocritical of me, wouldn't it? I only hope to make sure you're taken care of," she smirked, knowing, of course, that the trio of beauties downstairs did more than their share of 'taking care' of Oscar. The brief touch was warm and lovely.

"Oh, yes." She nodded to the healthy plants on the nightstand. "Hazel gave me those for you. Beautiful, no? They will help you keep strong on these cold nights, my sweet." Something in her may have itched to grab his hand back, keep it in her grasp - something old, and needy. But no trace of that woman, Bliss, Mae Seturner, showed in her face, nor in her voice. "The children are busy at their work, Oscar. Why, idle hands are the Devil's playthings, don't you know?" She tilted her head, a slightly coy smile on her lips.

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[info]chasinghaze
2010-01-07 12:01 pm UTC (link)
He smiled at them and nodded, "Of course they are," he answered. "I would expect nothing less than stunning plants from Hazel's garden. He gets that from you, I think. You always were good with those things. That's why Ophelia takes care of the flowers. They need a certain touch that I just never seemed to have. No," he shook his head, lifting a hand to let his fingers gently pass over a petal, "my skill was always more in harvesting." He was getting a little nostalgic, a trait that he always possessed but that he tended to suppress more when he wasn't feeling ill.

His smiled turned towards her again, dark eyes a little more alive. "Oh dear," he began. "Phaedra, I'm quite aware of how the devil can get into those children's idle hands. It's why I always have them busy doing..." he trailed off, looking thoughtful and smug all at once, "something." He playfully winked at her and leaned back against the headboard. "It's good for them," Opium continued, "to do a bit of hard work. You know I spoil those three rotten and I really shouldn't do that as much, especially when I only shoo them from the room when I'm in such a state. Well, Henry's been sulking something awful over it. I told him to read a book."

Opium's hand found Phaedra's once more and his bony fingers wrapped around her head. "I can smell your cooking," he said. "Help an old man out of bed and to the living room, will you my darling?"

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[info]painbreak
2010-01-07 10:45 pm UTC (link)
"I am not sure if he gets that from me, Oscar, or if it simply our connection that makes it so," she tilted her head in thought, her voice always softening with fondness when she spoke of her brother-Self. She shifted slightly, easing herself off of the bed. "And I am sure you have them quite busy, truly." She smiled wryly, taking his hand when his fingers found hers, gently helping him up and out of the bed.

"It is good he's reading. He might find himself learning new things, that way. Imagine. You have always spoiled those under your care, darling." She moved slowly, supporting him as they walked out of his bedroom, her arm firmly but gently wrapped around his middle. Her strength was more intense than it usually was; remnants of a soldier's use and his lingering thoughts upon her, paired with an influx of patients suffering winter's agonies, and the half of a week in which Hazel had spent at her house, all made her feel strong, healthy and aglow with renewal. There was still something questionably menacing lingering at the edges of her mind, the hunger for digging her fingers back into Johnny's nervous system. No trace of these... illicit thoughts marked her countenance.

She helped him into a comfortable chair. "Ophelia looks well," she watched her brother for a moment, the volume of her voice raising a pitch as she moved to the kitchen to turn off the stove and ready some dishes. "Albeit a little tired..." She brought out the plate of caprese salad and a bowl of soup, setting them before him.

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[info]chasinghaze
2010-01-07 11:41 pm UTC (link)
Opium did his best to put as little of his weight as he had to on the woman, snagging his cane from the end of his bed to help him a little. Usually the old, battered thing was just for show, but he was an old, weak god and it showed on days like today. He held himself with the right elegance and grace still that he didn't ever seem too frail, just nicely aged and with his special series of quirks. The cane had always worked for him.

Settling down into the chair, he hummed and nodded again. "Well, she has been worried sick, you know. Sometimes I think it's a great inconvenience, choosing not to tell them. But it's little more than a slippery slope if their ignorance is shattered. Eventually these children will no longer be blinded by our power and they will rise up, as they tend to do, and they will exploit the weaknesses we've so often unknowingly displayed around them. None of us are free from this danger, no matter how secure we think our footing is."

He had been thinking about his own mortality quite fondly lately. It was always something of a regret of his that he hadn't been able to die with his last poets many, many years ago. Fear and desire were conflicted in him when he considered finally be able to really sleep - to return to the ground that had given him life in the beginning. He had no romantic allusion that he would find rest with those he'd loved at the height of his power, but absence of feeling was still better than longing for something.

He wouldn't share these thoughts with Phaedra, and hadn't shared them with anyone. Perhaps if the children knew who he was, he would whisper such things in Henry's ear late at night when they were the only ones still awake. He was the only one who seemed to really understand Oscar, at times. Ophelia was such a mothering sort, like Phaedra who had raised her, that she would only fuss and worry over him. Montague was still too young for thoughts like that, even if Opium did not think him too young for anything else. He would be taught, like his brother, in time about these things. His education in literature and poetry was already ongoing, he just hadn't taken to it as quickly as Henry, his most beloved, had.

Thanking Phaedra for the food, Oscar began to pick at it as he did, resting comfortably with all the lavender around him and the poppies. He noticed the painting with a smile and inclined his head to indicate that he had seen it. "She was beautiful," he said. "When she was younger, Ophelia reminded me of her, a bit."

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[info]painbreak
2010-01-08 12:48 am UTC (link)
She walked to the kitchen again as the kettle started to whistle, pulling two mugs from a cupboard, prepared a pot of some of the tea Hazel had provided, and placed all of this on a tray, sliding to a seat near her brother a moment later. She set the tray of tea down and poured both of them a cup after a few minutes to let it steep.

"Mmhm," she was nodding to his words, mulling them over in her mind. She could not outright agree with Opium on his thoughts about the mortal children downstairs someday 'rising' up and exploiting what weaknesses there were, for Phaedra was confident that her strength over submerging Ophelia's memories was still strong. Someday, the girl might learn of Phaedra's true identity, but she would never learn, Morphine was certain, of why the girl had found herself in the care of the Opiate family. "It is not an inconvenience, Oscar. The knowledge of who and what we are, and the broader implication of our existence, would... alter them, you know," she sipped her tea, peering over the rim of the mug before casting a glance to the portrait by Delacroix she had brought for him. She smiled, cradling the mug now in her hands. "She was indeed. Delacroix was such a polished artist, and yet this piece... it is very raw. He must have felt immensely for her. Ophelia has the same look, yes." A smoldering, penetrating beauty, subdued only by the opiate touch.

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[info]chasinghaze
2010-01-08 03:35 am UTC (link)
"This is true," he hummed after thanking her for the tea, settling in with a slow sigh. It was warm and comfortable in the living room thanks to the heat from the kitchen, much warmer than his bedroom and while he was more comfortable in his bed, it was no good to entertain company from there. He still held tight to certain formalities, it was simply the way he was and he had no problem inconveniencing himself in order to maintain appearances.

"It is better that we let them go on and think we're merely some eccentric family, and hope that the Opiates are the only ones they are forced to have any prolonged contact with. Laudanum does well here with us; Ophelia likes her." He shifted a little to get his hair pushed away from his face and tugged his blanket around his shoulders before settling back in.

"How are things with you, Phaedra. My state is obvious. You seem more vibrant today than you were the last time I saw you. I see winter is treating you well." He gave her a warm smile along with the question.

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[info]painbreak
2010-01-08 08:44 am UTC (link)
Somehow, she had also managed to balance, on the tray, a plate of the caprese salad for herself, as well as several slices of Hazel's bread for the soup. She leaned to tear off a piece of a slice, taking a small, polite nibble. She sipped her tea once more, then set it down, leaning back in her chair after forking a piece of tomato, mozzarella and basil, chewing thoughtfully and quietly.

When she was done, she continued. "I would certainly hope we are the only they have had contact with," she hesitated, mind painting a brief picture of the monster of a younger one in the family who she had that unfortunate plight of... meeting. Shaking the subsequent possible scenarios running through her mind, she settled her eyes on Oscar, her eyes alight at the mention of their sister's name. "Charlotte? It is so unfortunate that I have not seen her in some time." She mused, though was happy to hear Ophelia enjoyed Laudanum's company. "Laudanum was always so good at soothing the children..."

She trailed off as her brother remarked on her appearance. "Oh, yes. Winter is often a busy time for me at the clinic. Pain that people suffer intensifies in the cold. I have several new patients, a new branch of Seturner opened in North Dakota, and..." she paused, hesitated, watching her brother, wondering if she should tell him of her soldier's return to her. It dawned on her in that moment that she had only shared this with Hazel, and it might remain so. "... An old friend came back to me, Oscar."

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[info]chasinghaze
2010-01-08 08:55 am UTC (link)
"One of these days," Opium said, still eating while Phaedra was speaking and pausing while he was taking his turn, "I will have all three of you over for dinner and I will send the children out elsewhere or down into the garden so we can have a simple family dinner again. I won't be cooking, of course, never fear..."

He listened to her speak with a smile and a slow nod, watching the spark in her eyes and the vibrance in her voice. He did so love Morphine when she was a bit high on her own power. He loved seeing any of his successful, but he derived a bit more joy of it with his girls because they had not always had such an easy time at attaining their power as his son had.

"A new branch?" he questioned, a small glint of happiness for her in his dark eyes, he shifted to get more comfortable as he continued, "Wonderful, wond--" a cross look crossed his face as he stopped his adjusting abruptly and cast the furrow-browed look down at his seat, reaching down beneath the cushion and pulling a face before producing a metal Slinky from under the cushion. He looked at it curiously like an alien creature had just crawled into his palm before sighing, settling back and extending the Slinky between both hands to toy with idly as he asked, "And an old friend? This sounds like a story I need to have told to me..."

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[info]painbreak
2010-01-08 10:43 am UTC (link)
"That sounds lovely," she said, taking another small bite of her salad, a nibble on the bread. Hazel's brilliance with cooking far shadowed her own; the bread was divine. She tore another piece off to take a bite of. Shifting in her seat, she crossed her legs, smoothing her black slacks with her palm after setting the bread down.

"Mm," she nodded, swallowing the bite of tomato quietly. "Yes. It is not in Fargo, but some ways away, a small, provincial and barren town. Now, they will not need to drive over two hours to get the care they need. There is also an on-site clinic..." Her voice trailed, brow raising as Opium found a slinky in his couch. Stranger things were known to happen. She continued. "Yes. One of the soldiers came to the clinic some weeks ago. I had only recently learned he was here at all, Oscar, it was..." Her eyes flickered as she sought the words. "... A surprise, you might say. He came to the clinic seeking... treatment."

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[info]chasinghaze
2010-01-11 07:26 am UTC (link)
Opium's eyebrow slipped upwards. "Well that's a very interesting new development," he answered, the Slinky shifting from one hand to the other as he listened to her. "Well that certainly explains why you're looking so vibrant, my dear. Imagine..." he said thoughtfully, gazing somewhere into the distance. "Soldiers haven't sought strength in my use for quite some time. I did always enjoy them. Sailors, you know, Navy men... used to smoke to get rid of their sicknesses, but that's hardly as exciting as wandering around a battlefield." He gave a longing sigh and set the Slinky down on his tray, taking up his tea again.

"So you treated him then, yes?" he asked as he sipped his tea. "Wonderful. And has he come back for more?" Oscar's gaze narrowed, "You aren't having trouble getting him back, are you? You know, when I'm at my full strength again, I would be more than happy to pay the lad a visit if I need to."

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[info]painbreak
2010-01-11 08:29 am UTC (link)
She found her attention drifting down to the back and forth of the slinky, as Oscar's gaze fixed on some indeterminate point in his past. She blinked slightly as the slinky was set down and the cup of tea in its place. "Yes," she paused, reflecting on the moment, the words, the look in her soldier's eyes. "The pain in his eyes and the dose I administered... I am certain he will return, Oscar. You needn't worry yourself."

She smiled, although, this time, the smile did not light her eyes. Something cold had entered her words.

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[info]chasinghaze
2010-01-11 10:16 am UTC (link)
He leaned over and reached out for her hand again, smiling over at her with his warm, mischievous gaze. "I'm sure you'll keep your hold on him, nice and tight, dearest."

Because Opium knew from experience the lengths Morphine would go to in order to hold on to one of hers. He had been with her over many shared users, when both of them were picking away like vultures on a carcass on some poor soul. They could pretend to love their users, to care for them and keep them close and safe, while taking them for all they were worth.

They were no better or no worse than the other drugs when it got down to the deep, gritty parts of their being. It could be argued, even, that they were worse because she helped people in her everyday life and he slipped himself in every crack that his haze could waft through. But the difference between the others and Opium and Morphine was that they had mastered a certain untouchable elegance and class a long time ago.

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[info]painbreak
2010-01-11 11:27 am UTC (link)
She took his hand, found his fingers, laced her own through them and gave a gentle squeeze. She leaned to place her mug down, noting their plates were about empty and only bits and droplets of the soup remained in his bowl. "We always do, my sweet," a smirk lightly touched her lips, dimpling her cheeks softly.

The hold she had on Johnny was translucent now, but she could feel, distantly, hazily, her soldier's cravings he tried so hard to submerge in other delights and distractions. Even the glimmers and traces of what was left in his blood from his visit were enough to ignite her own hunger for more. Morphine was a woman who often got what she wanted, through her own toil rather than sheer luck.

She kept her hand's gentle grip on his, enjoying the warmth, feeling lighter in the presence of Opium. "And how are you feeling now that you have dined properly? The soup was one you always preferred... however, that is not to say I didn't consider asparagus juice." She uncrossed her legs, shifting to draw them beneath her in a far more casual, comfortable and languid way.

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[info]chasinghaze
2010-01-12 01:37 am UTC (link)
"Better," he answered her. "Though to be honest, I can't tell if it's your cooking or Hazel's flowers that are doing the trick," he added with a sly smirk. His free hand reached over, closed around the head of his cane and he got it under him to hoist himself up from the chair, moving instead to sit by Morphine, just to be closer. Still, only their hands touched, but they did not have to stretch so far to do it.

"And you are a sneak," he continued. "Asparagus... Those old wives' remedies were the strangest things, weren't they? So glad they did find something more suitable for all their ailments..." He looked a bit thoughtful again, in that way that said that Oscar was thinking about someone a bit lost to him, old memories stirred. "I miss them," he said a bit longingly, "not just the ones I entertained myself with for a time, but all of them. There are so few these days and they almost never preserve the ritual of the smoke. Children," he said with a shake of his head, "far too concerned with whatever the quickest way to do anything is instead of savoring. Then again," his eyebrows raised, "they are not even grateful for the gifts they receive anymore..."

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[info]painbreak
2010-01-13 11:27 pm UTC (link)
"It could certainly be both," she insisted, quietly delighted in her brother's sudden nearness. His presence was calming, like hers, but his was something... else. Warming, soothing, and a spark, a touch, of something she could not quite focus on - something enlivening, despite his weaker state. It was a barely discernible spark but it elevated her spirit regardless.

"Pardon me? A sneak, Opium? You love asparagus and its many delightful, healthy properties," she leaned to tear off another small piece of bread, taking a small bite, chewing thoughtfully, and not speaking until she was finished, wiping her lips with the corner of a napkin she'd placed down with the food. She continued. "Oh, yes, where would be had they not found something more, mm, suitable?"

She regarded him kindly as he expressed his nostalgia, listening to the wistful note in his voice. "This is certainly true, Oscar... perhaps you should visit with those that remain to remind them of what it is to savor your touch?"

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[info]chasinghaze
2010-01-14 03:19 am UTC (link)
"Both?" he questioned with a familiar ridiculous tone, "Oh no, not possible. One or the other. You know how I like to keep things simple, of course..." he winked at her before laughing at her accusation. "Of course! I've always been one for health, darling. How could I have possibly been so dense. Right again, as always." Opium squeezed her hand and leaned back against the back of the couch, smiling once again, eyes bright and cheerful.

"I have been thinking about tracking down some of my old friends. There are at least two of them in this city, you know; those who are not in our family. It's a true shame, though, that there aren't more of them. Like you and your sweet soldier. I almost had myself a soldier once... but he had more willpower than I had dedication to the chase. The one that got away," he said softly. "And he was glorious. Beauty and virtue incarnate and the harder it was to corrupt him the more I wanted to destroy him..."

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[info]painbreak
2010-01-14 09:16 am UTC (link)
She laughed quietly, her smile soft and lingering. Turning and shifting so that she faced him easily as he leaned back, her posture remained more or less poised, and, anyone but her close family would think her uncomfortable, before realizing that is merely how she sat. She would likely tell anyone who asked that she had begun to slouch in the past thirty years or so, but one would be hard pressed to notice.

Phaedra was gladdened to see Opium's eyes brighter, his mood more cheery, as their evening progressed.

"Oh, certainly. I am in somewhat regular contact with one of them, you know," she said wryly, inwardly amused at the role in Nihilism's life she had taken in the past six months or so. Fake mother. It was beyond ridiculous, but it did serve an interesting purpose, regardless. "And of course -- we often find ourselves hungrier for what we cannot easily have for our own." She tilted her head in thought, something dark entering her thoughts and her gaze as she watched her brother speak about destroying something, seizing the essence that willpower and strength and strangling it. "Do you know if this beauty is in the city limits, darling?"

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[info]chasinghaze
2010-01-14 09:31 am UTC (link)
"Oh, I know..." he smirked. "But you know me, I didn't realize that until after I'd already given Henry the task of looking him up. And instead of explaining to the boy how my beautiful sister knew teenager, I simply decided to let him look and hope he'd locate him. Which, funny enough, he has. Curious place, this city, seems to draw people together... almost like it wants them to meet." He glanced slightly to his right for a moment, again thoughtful or staring into space or something of the sort. Then he hummed, tucked a bit of his hair back away from his face and went on.

"I have reason to believe he's here. But I'll know for certain when I see Nikolai. Small world, they happen to be old acquaintances. Then again, the little philosopher and I have more mutual acquaintances than I could recall just sitting here, so perhaps not so strange after all." He narrowed his gaze at her in a conspiring and almost devious way. "You sound intrigued, darling..."

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[info]painbreak
2010-01-14 10:32 am UTC (link)
"Imagine, being able to find someone so quickly. Modern things, despite my need for them at the clinic, do still baffle me. It is a small world."

She leaned her elbow on the back of the couch and the side of her head on her hand. "Of course I am intrigued, my love. I only want the best for you, as you want the best for all of us. Should you still desire what you once lost..." She paused, smiled thinly, coldly. "... We could certainly see about making arrangements for that to occur."

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[info]chasinghaze
2010-01-14 11:36 am UTC (link)
Opium rubbed the stubble at the side of his cheek and hummed thoughtfully to himself. He had thought of it, certainly. He wanted it, of course. But there was something just as exhilarating as the chase as there was for the catch. None the less, he would still like to see if he had cultivated any additional powers of persuasion in the last century and some.

"I think I would like to hear what you think on the subject," he finally answered. "I don't want to force his hand, you know, but he was always a pleasure to toy with. And I do wonder if this modern age has weakened his resolve any. It truly is a fascinating thing to consider... But you're welcome to lend your ever-delicate hand, my dear."

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