harry potter is gnomeface, king of gnomes (bravestheart) wrote in flippedrpg, @ 2012-04-30 20:26:00 |
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Entry tags: | ch: can: harry potter, ch: can: james potter, p: annalisa, p: mich |
Who: Harry & James (can)
What: meeting!
When: Monday night, after this
Where: outside Theta--> one of the bars, probably
Warnings: TALKING ABOUT HOW JAMES DIED AND STUFF.
Status: Threaded; incomplete
It was the strangest thing, really, how Harry's mood could change in an instant. How he could be absolutely devastated, and then angry, and then sad again, and then calm, and happy, and even a little bit nervous. That wasn't quite the right order, perhaps, but he had definitely been all of those things multiple times in the last few days. It was exhausting, and sometimes he just felt so tired he could barely muster an emotional response to anything.
That wasn't true now, though. He was excited and nervous beyond belief, mostly excited, to meet his dad. The only really nerve-wracking thing was the whole conversation they had to have-- maybe not tonight, but it did have to happen eventually, since Harry had told Sirius he would be the one to explain it-- about how his dad had died while he was a baby. Harry didn't want to tell him, but he doubted they would get very far without it becoming obvious to James that his son simply didn't know him. He had already asked whether Harry had heard the story of the time he'd been attacked by a dragon; Harry had sidestepped that question, but he couldn't do that forever.
But he was hoping there would be time before that, to be around his dad without that being between them. Or at least without James knowing it was between them. It wasn't such a bad thing for Harry; getting to meet his dad was amazing. But he had no idea how his dad would take the news of what was going to happen to him in the future. It ended with his death; was there any way that could possibly go well?
He waited outside Theta, where he'd agreed to meet his dad. It was really going to happen, he was going to meet his dad. Merlin.