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Tweak says, "bobo"

Duke (ducere) wrote in flippedrpg,
@ 2013-03-22 07:04:00

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ch: can: evan rosier, ch: heir: kirley duke, p: lisa ii, p: trish

Who: Duke^heir, Evan^colour
What: Saving or something, someone's bleeding everywhere
When: Thursday night
Where: Bathroom! Pie block
Status/Warnings: In Progress / Mentions of violence

There weren't any good reasons for Duke to care and he realized that. By now, everyone expected him to be selfish and egocentric because, frankly, that summed him up rather well. But either they missed or just haven't witnessed the overly caring side of him. As much as Duke could remember, the opportunity hadn't really come up yet. No one close to him had suffered enough damage to require actual nursing and so far he'd managed to not settle into any relationships. In the meantime, he was content trying to lead people in other ways, like teaching kids how to play guitar, trying to get Regina to open up, and even be a kind-of father figure to Amie. While he couldn't always explain the people he ended up tending to more, he figure it was a result of his tendency for affection and how much he liked being wanted and needed.

After making sure the pack of cigarettes were still in his pocket, he selected a strong bottle of liquor. It wasn't his best, but it was practically the roughest, meaning it would be able to handle the job of numbing and cleaning. His wand sat snugly in a back pocket; years of brawls in pubs eventually motivated a few of the Sisters to learn some basic healing spells, even though Duke had always been shit with magic. Really, it had more to do with the fact that he didn't give a single fuck about the things they tried to teach him at Hogwarts. All of it sounded useless and like it was setting him up for something besides playing in a band. Sure, the dream took several years to manifest, but Duke pretty much started out as a lazy student. Only when he was interested and really put in the effort could he actually succeed.

Imagining only minor damage, the rockstar swaggered through the compound like any drunken stroll he might take in the middle of the night. And while there may not have been good reasons for him to care, he could think of a few to list in general. Evan reminded him more of Marek than he did Evangeline. Cocky, sassy, a Death Eater who's not afraid of getting messy. It was that punk all over again; the original was still around, but he continually grew more quiet as time passed, showing less and less interest in anything fun - and Duke. He didn't think about it much. The more boring Marek seemed, the less he cared about losing him or whatever the fuck was happening. Not that they had been particularly close to begin with.

Apparently younger bad boys were becoming a thing for him. Similar to his attraction to the teenaged girls, he supposed, since the boys who go for boys have always been bad in his experience. Trying to stop his head from filling with too serious thoughts, Duke started humming random notes until a melody formed. The distraction was enough to get him to Pie block and soon after he made his way into the bathroom. "Christ, you're a fucking sight."

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rakish
2013-03-22 03:57 pm UTC (link)

"Nobody surprises me," Evan shrugged, readjusting his arms so that they lay at his sides. He was beginning to feel loose, like a big bag of jiggling jelly that had been left out in the sun all day. He wriggled and wobbled and he couldn't remember where he'd put his cigarette. Sleepily, he blinked and looked down at the tile floor where the filter had burned down yellow, and now it was surrounded by a pile of ash. He didn't realise it, didn't even consider the possibility, but it was very likely that he was concussed. His lips parted in a silent yawn and then he shrugged again. "And who's to say I'm interested in entertaining anyone? You are very selfish, Duke. And I mean that in the kindest way." He licked his lips and smiled. "But that is only an observation, I could be wrong. But I think we're all selfish in our own ways, some more than others, but all of us…"

Evan was no one's conquest, or idle fancy. He simply had no interest in it. He tilted his head to one side and tried to focus on Duke's face, on the slight changes of his expression or the way his body swayed when he spoke. "I know myself," he murmured, and I know Ian. He didn't say that part, though. He couldn't, as much as he wanted to, because he honestly wasn't sure anymore. They were only friends. Only friends. Nothing more. They could never be more. Evan frowned and looked down at the dry blood spot on his shirt. "I have a fiancé. I'm supposed to get married. I have everything to worry about because it's not real. I'm only here until I'm not, and it'll all have been for nothing."

"I think you thought I'd be more than I am," he said cryptically, and let go a small laugh. Was it the alcohol, or the bump forming on his head that made him feel so woozy right now? His head fell against the sink with a small thunk and found his eyes focused on the ceiling. The lights were bright. He didn't enjoy the idea of being something that burned hot and bright and then faded. What a miserable existence. He opened his mouth and closed it again when Duke began to speak, and he absorbed the words as he said them, his frown deepening as he considered it. A band. Marks. Positive messages. It sounded unreal, and if it had been Duke's intention to make the experience sound miserable, it didn't have quite that effect on Evan. It made his heart hurt. That was how their world was supposed to be. That was the way it should have gone. Evan wanted to be a hero.

He was silent for what felt like a very long time. He blinked slowly, mouthing words as that came to mind, and then he finally looked at Duke again. "Yes," Evan said, simply and honestly. "You fascinate me. You're like a puppy with pretty fur and a lovely face, but you can bite… and you bite so hard it turns septic. Poisonous." He took a final swig of sour alcohol. "So, why do I want to know the feel of your teeth?"

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ducere
2013-03-24 12:13 pm UTC (link)

"Think you can figure people out that easily?" The ones who were really good at it were rare, and Duke hadn't figured out if he liked them or not. It could be amusing to watch them pick apart other people but when it was directed at him, it was kind of boring and always seemed to carry a tint of judgment. Duke had always had enough friends to not have to waste him time on the people he didn't want around. His eyes narrowed at Evan, watching him get the same look that drunks and druggies get when they can't tell what's going on. "Alright there, mate?" He honestly hadn't done the best job in the way of cleaning him up and healing the worst of his injuries. Then again, at his age, he probably would have hobbled to the hospital the next morning with a raging hangover. "You like attention," Duke made an observation back at him. "I don't think anything's selfless, but you're not wrong. Everyone knows I am." There wasn't anything he could do but try to be less selfish, and he was honestly working on it. That didn't mean he couldn't have a little fun, though.

"So what when it's months down the road and you've spent all that time worrying about home and the fiancé that's not here and the life you no longer have?" There was no point, in Duke's opinion, to keeping oneself miserable over such things. If he could be happy, he would. He did what he wanted just to fulfill that basic desire, which was part of the reason he was so selfish in the first place. Yes, he had his moments of misery when things went bad, meaning not his way, but he wasn't one to sit around and purposefully mope just to have something to whine about. Bitching got annoying real fast.

"Huh," Duke clicked his tongue and his eyes fell back down on Evan, studying the way the light hit his face. Bruises had already begun to blossom on the skin like artwork. There were cracks and dried blood, a patchwork of misery on display. "Do you think so little of yourself under all that arrogance or did you just think I have high expectations?" He would bet it was a mixture of both because the first wouldn't surprise him and the second was true. Duke always expected people to completely blow him away because he so desperately wanted them to. However, the disappointment that came when they fell short wasn't significant. He was good at getting over it and accepting the lows as well as the highs. Even when his interest waned, he liked to stay pleasurable friends.

The silence that stretched on wasn't hard to get through. There were a lot of thoughts, jumbled as they were, floating around his head and clouding it all up even more than it was on its own. A spark of interest flared up as Evan started talking again. Duke's voice dropped in volume, somewhere between ominous and seductive. "Must be a death wish." Bending his legs, he lowered himself until he was sitting next to Evan, an oh too cocky grin on his mouth that exposed a good number of teeth, emphasizing the idea of his bite, something he already enjoyed too much on both ends. "Just say the word."

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