Regulus Black (toilandhazard) wrote in flippedrpg, @ 2012-11-05 17:41:00 |
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Entry tags: | ch: unwind: narcissa black, ch: unwind: regulus black, p: annalisa, p: kaitlin |
Who: Regulus & Narcissaunwind
What: Walking around the island
When: The afternoonish?
Where: Around the island
Regulus was uneasy. He knew his brother's temper well enough despite not having been around him since he ran away. He knew better than to stay close by or go somewhere where he'd run into his brother, which meant going around on the island. Before that, of course, he'd made a point to say he was going to be there so Sirius could avoid him. Hopefully avoidance would be his choice instead of hunting him down.
There were a lot of things that he could have told Sirius and he could have tried admitting that he'd been wrong about certain things, but he couldn't. Not to his Sirius. Apparently he could to another Sirius...but that Sirius was much more calm and much less rude to him about things. That Sirius said he loved him. No matter how vehemently Regulus would deny it, that was the one thing he'd wanted to hear for years, but it still didn't feel real and he still couldn't return the sentiment. The words got stuck in his throat and his fingers refused to write them. Not when he was certain the moment he said them, Sirius would retract his statement.
It also didn't help that he was certain his parents would show up any minute now and then he'd have to be on his best behaviour all over again and even if he'd made progress, it would be destroyed because they would expect him to be the same and he would be the same. He wasn't brave like Sirius and he wasn't reckless like Sirius. He didn't know how to exist without his family around.
Narcissa understood him more than most of the others. She knew what it was like. They'd both been set for unwinding from the beginning and yet they both never were unwound...at least, he'd survived so far. He still had another year to go before he was really safe and hopefully with a wife and child they wouldn't give him up so easily. Perhaps his first child would be a girl and then they couldn't unwind him because they'd still need an heir. Yes. Perhaps that would happen. He would be okay with that.
Everything here felt so much more complicated than before. He was virtually alone...with just Narcissa. There were no parents to look after them and no one to make sure they did as they were supposed to...but that didn't mean they shouldn't.
He was properly layered...because he didn't like the idea of getting sunburn. He'd put suncream on his face all the same to be safe. At least the shade was a comfortable temperature.
Pulling himself out of his thoughts, he looked over at Narcissa and smiled a little. "Are you alright? Yesterday was...unfortunate."