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Seamus Finnigan ([info]openbottle) wrote in [info]finnigans_rpg,
@ 2015-05-05 14:30:00

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Entry tags:character: dean thomas, character: dominic chambers, character: seamus finnigan

Assistance arrives
Who: Seamus, Dean, Dominic
What: Seamus is not feeling well...
Where: Finnigan's, Seamus's flat
When: Tuesday 5th May, Lunchtimeish?
Rating: SFW for now

For the first hour after he'd opened, Seamus had managed a sort of grim gritted-teeth smile as he greeted the few regulars who came in this early, usually looking for early lunch or late breakfast. As more and more painful minutes had dragged on, though, even that had become impossible and Seamus now looked as miserable as he felt. Pain flared and stabbed at his abdomen so badly that his gaze kept being drawn back to the floo fire, wondering whether he should just shut down and go to St Mungo's. Maybe he had appendicitis or some other massive internal injury. He stayed put, telling himself it wasn't likely, that the lack of sleep of the last few nights was making it impossible to think clearly.

"Are you alright, lad?" one of his customers asked. Seamus jumped. He hadn't seen the man coming, but he quickly strived to put the smile back on his face.

"I'm fine," he insisted. "Bit of a headache." He didn't even have the energy left to make some joke about drinking his own wares. Though the customer protested, Seamus insisted on refilling his glass - free of charge - and then sent him back to his chess board.

Seamus had known he would crash. He always did after his almost-manic attempts to keep everything together through Victis Honor day. Usually, he came down with a nasty cold immediately afterwards, too stressed and tired for his immune system to fight it. Other years, he'd just wanted to sleep for days. He'd really though it would hold off until after his chess match against Ron on Thursday, but apparently he'd been way off the mark.



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[info]knowhow
2015-05-05 01:37 pm UTC (link)
For once, Dominic apparated straight from his own flat to the door of Finnigan's, saving himself a walk down Monument Alley and pushing the door open. Seamus was behind the bar, looking as if he were about to faint away or else be sick over everything - Dominic couldn't decide which, and decided it didn't really matter.

"What's wrong with you?" he asked, matter-of-factly. "And don't tell me it's just a headache because if it were you'd have asked for a pain-relief potion and not for me to cover your shift." He peered at Seamus who was paler even than usual, with dark bags under his eyes. That wasn't necessarily unusual, but he was usually careful not to work himself so hard he couldn't last through his shift. "Should I get a healer?"

Seamus shook his head quickly, then stopped and bit his lip hard as if the movement had hurt him. "Dean's on his way," he said, gesturing to the journal he'd just read. "It doesn't take two of you, not on a Tuesday."

Dominic hid neither his relief nor his impatience. "Great. I'll cover your shift and Dean can take you upstairs and decide whether or not you need medical attention." He moved to stand behind the bar, squeezing his way past Seamus and then giving him a gentle shove towards the stairs. "Go on, upstairs. I'll send Dean up when he gets here."

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[info]artistdean
2015-05-05 05:34 pm UTC (link)
When Dean had seen Seamus' journal entry he'd groaned. He'd already been in his studio thanks to waking up early, but he'd been checking a little more often than usual, half expecting something like this. Seamus always pushed himself through Victis Honor taking care of everyone else and then collapsed a few days later when everything came crashing down on him. He'd cleared up as quickly as possible and rushed over to the pub, abusing his privilege of apparating into Seamus' flat in the hope he was still up there.

Finding the flat empty he'd headed down into the pub, appearing just in time to hear Dominic's last words. "No need, I'm already here," he said giving Dominic a smile before turning himself on Seamus. He hadn't been in a state to properly see what Seamus looked like the last time they'd been together. What he saw made him wince heavily. Seamus looked, not to put too fine a point on it, like shit.

"C'mon you," he said, hand on Seamus' shoulder. "Dominic's right, let's at least get you upstairs."

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[info]openbottle
2015-05-05 08:04 pm UTC (link)
Seamus glanced between Dean and Dominic, feeling tears gather unbidden around the corners of his vision. Whether it was the physical pain or the kindness of his two friends coming to take care of him he couldn't rightly have said when his head was so muddled. Either way, he blotted the errant liquid on the back of his hand.

"I just," he said, glancing between the bar and the floo and the stairs, not sure where he should be. He wanted to be in bed, that was pretty easy to determine, but should he go to the hospital? This kind of pain wasn't normal. Or should he stay at work? He tried to protest that he didn't need them both to stay, that one of them could work the bar and the other could go home because Seamus was capable of climbing some stairs by himself. They'd both had bad weekends, Seamus knew -

But then he sagged slightly against Dean and nodded, giving up the attempt to push through this. "Okay," he agreed, turning his attention to Dominic. "You-"

"Yes, I've got this," Dominic insisted. "I've pulled pints before. It's not actually that complicated." He rolled his eyes, but he was more worried than he wanted to admit. Seamus often came down with something after Victis Honor - but all he usually needed was some Pepper-Up Potion.

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[info]artistdean
2015-05-05 08:21 pm UTC (link)
Dean resisted the urge to wipe away Seamus' tears. Merlin if he was crying he had to be in a lot of pain. And then he saw the glances at the floo and a shot of ice dumped into his stomach. Clearly he was considering the hospital.

He smiled his thanks at Dominic. "I'll keep you updated," he said, wrapping an arm around Seamus to prop him up a bit. With the other hand he felt Seamus' forehead, which thankfully didn't seem to be showing signs of a fever. He even clucked his tongue, a sure sign he was worrying in the same manner his mother would.

"Seriously now, upstairs, lean on me if you like," he said, starting to herd Seamus towards the stairs. If he had to he'd levitate him, although he wasn't sure how well it worked on conscious people, or if he remembered the latin for body for that matter.

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[info]openbottle
2015-05-05 10:36 pm UTC (link)
Seamus managed a small smile when Dean felt his forehead. "I'm fine," he said - even though he wasn't at all sure that he was. "Or I will be." It was like having a bad stitch, that didn't go away whether he moved or not. Plus occasional moments of nausea that had convinced him to skip chef's generous offer of square sausage and egg for breakfast.

He didn't need to lean on Dean too much as they headed up the stairs - but he was grateful that the wards accepted them both without Seamus needing to adjust them, because he wasn't certain he could focus enough to perform any magic right now.

"Okay," he said, once they reached the door. "Upstairs: done." He winced, applying pressure that didn't really do anything to stop the pain. He made a pained, unhappy noise in his throat but then pushed the door open.

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[info]artistdean
2015-05-05 11:44 pm UTC (link)
"You journalled me and two other people to come and take over immediately. That doesn't say fine to me," he said pointedly.

Dean's immediate concern was getting Seamus upstairs safely, and once that was done he relaxed fractionally. Nobody had fallen down the stairs. An excellent start.

He noticed that Seamus was clutching at his stomach, which was at least a good indication of where the pain was. He shuffled him through the door and aimed the pair of them at the sofa. "Okay, you're going to sit down," he said, steering him into the corner so he could sit propped up or lie down if he wanted. Then he noticed the owl sitting waiting, an owl he recognised. Apparently Seamus had sent a message to Adrian too. That could wait a minute.

"Right," he said, once Seamus was sitting. "Tell me about the pain."


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[info]openbottle
2015-05-06 01:46 pm UTC (link)
Seamus sat down slowly, afraid that any sudden movement would just make whatever the hell was going on that much worse. "I didn't know who'd be free," he said, his voice sounding both a little pathetic and a little petulant. "You-" he raised an accusatory finger at Dean -"sometimes don't check your journal for hours. Bryn has another job and is trying to open his own business. And Dominic..." The pointed finger turned into a vague gesture somehow meant to indicate that Dominic was not the easiest man to track down. "I only needed one of you, really." Not that he wasn't grateful to have both. Otherwise he'd be up here alone right now, wondering whether he ought to floo to the hospital before it got worse.

He stretched his legs out on the couch, resting his cheek against the back of it and still pressing into his stomach. When he noticed the owl he almost got up again, then took a sharp breath. "Is that from Adrian?" he asked, hoping Dean wouldn't mind checking since he was already up. "I asked for some pain potion." The words focused him back on Dean's question and he gave a tiny shrug. "It hurts," he whined. "My stomach. I don't know why. Could just be hungry, I guess?" But hunger didn't usually feel like this.

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[info]artistdean
2015-05-06 02:54 pm UTC (link)
"Yes, well you get past Victis Honor and collapse like a sack of pumpkins," he said, rolling his eyes, his worry making him sound more sarcastic than normal. "Forgive me for being a bit more vigilant than usual." He hovered as Seamus sat down, not quite sure what to do to help immediately, not wanting smother him. "I'm glad Dominic came too," he said softly. He knew that if he'd been stuck downstairs he'd have been frantic and have been deeply tempted to close up and take care of Seamus instead.

When Seamus noticed the owl he nodded. "Yeah, it's from Adrian, I recognise the owl," he said, eyeing Seamus' hand on his stomach as he moved over to retrieve the message and accompanying potion. He read the note and tried not to show his surprise and fear at what he read. If Adrian wasn't allowing any more potion without a note he'd obviously asked for something strong. "Wait for a note back?" he asked the owl, which hooted softly in reply. He crossed back to Seamus. "Okay, well if you've not eaten I don't know if you should be having all of this," he said, assessing the vial. It wasn't a generous dose, but if Seamus truly was hungry it wasn't going to do anything but mask the symptoms, plus some things weren't good on an empty stomach.

"Now, I'm no healer, but can I have a feel?" he asked. He could at least work out if there was actually any particular points of pain or it felt really hot or hard. Not exactly how or why he wanted to get his hands on Seamus, but that was pretty much as far from his mind as it could be right now.

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[info]openbottle
2015-05-07 01:32 pm UTC (link)
Seamus felt irrational anger flash through him at Dean's words. They were completely true - which only made them hurt more than they would have if they'd been inaccurate. Despite the good front he'd been able to put on for most of the weekend, he'd still felt a sort of sick helplessness in the pit of his stomach the entire time. Did Battlescars really help anyone? Was there anything Seamus could do to make his friends lives any better after the tragedies they'd all suffered? It didn't seem like it some days, and the extra energy he expended on Victis Honor only made it worse, because he still couldn't do anything, even when he was bending all his will towards it.

He tried to get up, to prove he wasn't as useless as all that, but Dean was already getching the potion and Seamus was left half-sitting up and looking furious as well as pained. "I don't want to eat," he groused, trying to ease the pain-relief potion out of Dean's hands. The idea of solid food turned his stomach, even though he knew it might be helpful. He was still stewing over Dean's words, his anger as silent as Dean's was loud and explosive. For all that, he didn't actually push Dean away. He let his hand fall in grudging invitation. "It doesn't feel like anything."

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[info]artistdean
2015-05-07 11:48 pm UTC (link)
Dean registered the fury on Seamus' face and winced. His worry had clearly ticked over too far into sarcasm and being biting. And the fact he was half-sitting up too was a horrible sign, especially since he'd seemed mildly less pained when lying down. "Look, don't get me wrong, what you do for everybody is amazing, but you run yourself ragged and end up getting ill, and I worry okay?" he said, slightly plaintive. Usually it was just a cold, and while no fun it wasn't actually all that alarming. Stomach pain though? Definitely alarming.

"I was thinking soup that's mostly stock, or at least a cup of tea," he said. He summoned a cup from the kitchen and poured about half the dose of pain killing potion into it and set it on the table, re-sealing the other half and putting it in his pocket. He knew from experience Adrian's vials wouldn't break, or hurt for a little carrying in his pocket for a while. If Seamus still needed it later he could have it. He wanted to check his stomach over first though, then he'd hand the potion over.

He debated internally for a few seconds and decided not to raise Seamus' shirt. He was sure Healers probably would, but Seamus was irritated enough right now. He began pressing firmly but carefully on Seamus' right side where his appendix would be and worked across. He was watching his face for any reaction. His stomach certainly didn't feel especially hard or warm. "You've not been sick? Or felt like you were about to be?"

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[info]openbottle
2015-05-13 01:41 pm UTC (link)
There wasn't a lot of argument Seamus could make to Dean's words. He wasn't sure what he did qualified as 'amazing', but he wasn't in a mood to complain. Dean would only try to correct him and Seamus didn't want to seem like he was fishing for compliments. He couldn't even say he was fine - because he was still worried himself. For lack of anything better to do, he lowered himself back to the couch and watched as Dean portioned out the potion.

He made weak grabby hands for the cup, but the table was too far away for him to reach easily. He frowned and shook his head. "Soup will take too long." He'd prefer soup to tea right now, really, but he didn't have any of those muggle tins or packets that made soup fast, so Dean would either have to make it properly or else go out and buy it - either of which would take longer than Seamus was willing to wait for his pain potion.

When Dean started pressing at his stomach, Seamus firmly sealed his lips together to keep from grunting. The pressure didn't really make any difference to the amount of pain, which probably meant it was internal, or something. Seamus didn't know if that was good or bad and he couldn't help but wish Justin or Ernie were around. He didn't much like St Mungo's anymore, but either of them could have told him if there was anything seriously wrong. "Felt like, a bit," he answered. "When I move too fast."

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[info]artistdean
2015-05-18 03:47 pm UTC (link)
"I've got frozen stock and some noodles at home, and I'll heat it with magic, it'll take five minutes at most," he said. It wouldn't have vast amounts of flavour, but it should help and give him time before he needed to try and feed Seamus anything else. Also, of course, it was relatively bland which meant it shouldn't be too harsh if Seamus actually had stomach problems. "I'll make tea first though."

As he watched Seamus' face he could tell that pressing did hurt him, but it didn't seem like it was necessarily hurting him any more than without Dean's hands pressing on him. Or at the very least there was no indication that it was his appendix. Not that he was sure exactly where that would be located but he managed to press enough that he was about ninety five percent sure that wasn't the problem. What he wouldn't have given for a little more knowledge or a person he could call on, but that wasn't possible right now. He nodded at Seamus' description of only feeling sick in those circumstances. He was feeling vaguely sick himself, but he knew that was only worry. "No moving fast then," he said firmly.

Once he was relatively satisfied that there was no massive problem as far as he could tell he took his hands away from Seamus' stomach and handed over the mug with the painkiller in it. "Here, I'm taking the fact you didn't try and flinch too much or lamp me as a good sign. You should take it," he said. He was hovering faintly, not really wanting to leave Seamus' side. That was certainly a common thought recently, but this was far more related to worry than his feelings, or maybe it was extra worry because of his feelings. It took him a little while to realise what he was doing and he coughed slightly before waving his wand to start the tea brewing.

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[info]openbottle
2015-05-19 02:00 pm UTC (link)
Seamus opened his mouth to protest - then shut it again when he couldn't think of a legitimate reason to do so. He didn't want Dean to leave, but it would only take a few minutes and Seamus knew it was ridiculously needy to complain over such a small fragment of time. Nothing bad was going to happen while Dean was away.

"No moving," Seamus agreed, because now that he was settled on the couch he really didn't want to get up and go anywhere. He cupped the mug carefully in both hands as Dean handed it over, lifting it and draining it in one swallow. It tasted foul - which only reassured him of its strength. The weaker pain potions could be masked with sugary tastes, but the good stuff was always bitter and unpleasant. In direct disobedience with his own words, he handed the cup back to Dean (who was hovering conveniently close for such a task) and then slid down to lie properly on the couch, his toes butting against the armrest as he slowly, carefully, stretched out. Even though the potion would take a few minutes to kick in, lying was infinitely better than sitting and Seamus breathed easier.

Still trying to make himself comfortable, Seamus slipped the button of his jeans and tugged his t-shirt down to cover the slight gape. His waistband was far from tight on him, but even so the loosening seemed to ease the throb of the pain. He turned his head to look up at Dean, catching his wand movement out of the corner of his eye. "I haven't been sleeping," he said, somewhat sheepishly. He seemed to have swallowed his anger with the potion, and was left feeling emotionally numb. If that could spread to physically numb, he'd be too grateful to complain.

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[info]artistdean
2015-05-19 10:04 pm UTC (link)
As soon as Seamus was settled he'd apparate back to his flat and grab the ingredients and a pan and come back here to do the actual cooking. He was worried enough he didn't want to leave really, but hopefully if he gave Seamus some of the pain potion he could relax enough to be gone for two minutes.

He watched as Seamus took his potion, taking the mug back when Seamus handed it to him. He could tell by his face that it tasted as awful as ever, but at least he looked as if he might be marginally less annoyed now and attempting to relax too. He banished the cup to the sink so that it wouldn't get confused with the tea, which was brewing. Dean looked at Seamus for a few seconds before wandering over to supervise it. It was easier to add the milk by hand anyway. Or would Seamus prefer honey and lemon?

He wandered back over to find Seamus adjusting his clothes and he fixed his eyes on his face instead of his undone jeans. The quiet admission made him sigh softly. He suspected something like that might have been going on. "Time of year?" he asked gently, more a confirmation than an actual question. "I think I've only managed because I'm on potions still." His sleep had still been a little disturbed but the sleeping potion at least meant he got a decent amount of sleep and his nightmares weren't hellish.

The soft clink let him know the tea was brewed and pouring into a mug a minute or two later. "You want honey and lemon or milk?" he asked. He might have offered ginger tea if he thought Seamus actually had any, what with the feeling faintly sick thing.

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[info]openbottle
2015-05-21 07:44 pm UTC (link)
Seamus shrugged. "I guess so." It wasn't as if he thought the time of year didn't affect him, but nor did he have worse nightmares in the days around Victis Honor day than he did at any other time. This year, in particular, he just hadn't been able to sleep. His mind wasn't racing, he didn't feel tense or afraid, he'd just lain in bed, wanting to sleep but unable to make it happen. Last night it had gotten so bad he'd wanted to scream, or break something, just to break the cycle. He hadn't, and he'd managed to get an hour or so of sleep, but it hadn't made him feel any better.

He turned onto his side so he could continue to watch Dean as he puttered about with the tea. "No milk," he decided, partly because he wasnt't at all sure the milk he had was still good. It had been a while since he'd used it. "Honey, no lemon." He wanted the sweetness, and it wasn't as if the lemon was going to cure whatever was wrong. The potion, on the other hand, was starting to take effect. The horrible weight in Seamus's stomach seemed to be easing off and he felt like he could take a proper breath for the first time all day. "Pain's getting better," he said, forcing a slight smile.

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[info]artistdean
2015-05-21 09:25 pm UTC (link)
Dean's breath huffed out of his body as he gave Seamus a sad smile, reaching automatically to run fingers through his hair a couple of times. This time of year tended to bring out he worst in some things. In Seamus' case it was an overzealous need to help everyone else before himself, whereas Dean just tended to get a fiercer round of nightmares.

Since Dean was also making tea for himself through force of habit he picked up the milk, and because he was used to Seamus' habits he smelt it before putting it anywhere near his tea. It was just past the point he really wanted to drink it. He put honey in both lots of tea and brought the mugs over to the sofa, offering one to Seamus and wandering around to stick his own on the table. "That's good," he said, eyes still running over Seamus a few times before he was satisfied that he did appear to be relaxing at least minutely.

"I'm gonna go get food, I'll be back by the time that's drinkable," he said, gesturing at his tea. "If I'm not back and you get worse go yell for Dominic," he added sternly. Not that it was all that stern, he was more worried than actually intimidating.

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[info]openbottle
2015-05-26 08:19 am UTC (link)
Automatically, Seamus's eyes closed as Dean's fingers stroked comfortingly through his hair. The pain was dimming, and the relief of not-hurting felt heavenly. Seamus could almost have gone to sleep like this, but when he opened his eyes again there was still worry etched in the lines of Dean's face. He sat up a little, taking the tea and cupping the mug in both hands. For once, he didn't gulp it down and burn his tongue. Instead he sipped it slowly, the liquid warming and easing the stubborn knot in his stomach.

He tipped his head back against the cushions, holding the mug close to his stomach. "Not going to get worse," he said, stubborn as it was possible to be on no sleep. He still didn't want Dean to go, but it was easier to bear now he wasn't quite so worried anything internal was going to explode.

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[info]artistdean
2015-05-26 02:09 pm UTC (link)
Dean resisted the sudden urge lean over and kiss the top of Seamus' head and smiled at him instead. "Glad to hear it," he said, pleased that Seamus was sounding far more belligerent than he was pained.

Giving a little wave he apparated straight back into his own flat and immediately headed for the freezer, digging unerringly through his frozen leftovers and other bits and pieces to find a bag of chicken stock he'd made some time ago. Sticking the bag in one of his own pans he pulled out a cake of noodles and added that too. He opened the fridge, pulled open the salad draw and grunted in disappointment. No spring onions. Closing up again he crossed and grabbed some chives from the window ledge instead. He knew Seamus could at least manage a knife and a wooden spoon. He had pans too, but his own doubled as a handy carrying device. He ran his eyes quickly around the room and couldn't spot anything else he wanted to take with him. He apparated back again, arriving in the kitchen this time and setting the pan on the ring but not prodding it on just yet.

"Back. Hopefully you're still awake," he said, crossing to the sofa. "I've got everything. Although maybe I should have brought my milk," he said, looking at his tea ruefully.

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[info]openbottle
2015-05-26 03:56 pm UTC (link)
Now that the pain had ebbed, and probably because having Dean around to look after him was reassuring on a deep subconscious level, Seamus was starting to feel drowsy. He continued to hold the mug of tea against his stomach like a hot water bottle, his eyes closed and his breathing slowing.

He wasn't quite asleep when he heard the slight noise of Dean's return, but he didn't open his eyes either. Everything felt a little like a dream, fuzzy around the edges. It was almost pleasant. "Just about," he murmured in response to Dean's comment. He should stay up for food, and then he should sleep. He should, but the temptation to just stop holding on to the tenuous thread of awareness keeping him awake was significant. "There's milk downstairs," he pointed out. "There's al'ays milk downstairs. S'a fucking pub." He was slurring a little, his mouth not quite opening enough to let words out whole.

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[info]artistdean
2015-05-26 06:40 pm UTC (link)
Dean couldn't help but be both charmed and reassured by the fact that Seamus was clearly half asleep. "True, but then I'd not manage to use mine before it goes off," he said softly. "Let's just take this before you end up actually burning your stomach," he said, plucking the mug off Seamus' stomach. If he was desperate for something warm Dean could charm him something that wasn't going to result in hot liquid everywhere.

"You nap," he said, smoothing Seamus' hair off his forehead. "I'll make soup for when you wake up." A sleeping Seamus was far easier than one awake and in pain or grumpy. Of course given the amount of sleep Seamus hadn't actually had in the last few days he'd probably need to wake him so he could eat, but that wasn't so much of a problem. Maybe if he managed that and Seamus was feeling better he could convince him to get in his bed. Which meant he might be wise to change the sheets. It always made him feel better after a bout of insomnia or restless sleep.

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[info]openbottle
2015-05-27 01:49 pm UTC (link)
"So?" Seamus asked, his brain moving treacle-slow and unable to fathom why this should be a problem worth having. "Stop buying milk. Use th'pub's milk all the time." His eyes flickered almost open when Dean approached to take the mug from his lax fingers. He gave a snort of contempt, then closed his eyes fully. "Can't make it worse. Don' worry." Despite the words, he scowled a little and used one of his newly free hands to tug his t-shirt down.

Then Dean was brushing a hand across Seamus's forehead and Seamus leaned into the touch, forgetting (for a moment) all about his scar and his stomach. He hummed his agreement with Dean's general plan. A nap sounded really good right now. He twisted on the couch until he could lie down on his back once more, his legs hooked over the edge and one hand still protectively over his stomach. Thank Merlin for warming charms, and good friends. Seamus tried to say 'you don't have to stay', but it was only the last word that came out comprehensibly.

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[info]artistdean
2015-05-27 04:10 pm UTC (link)
"I could, but you know I'm stubborn," he said softly as he shook his head at Seamus' sluggish suggestion. He had been known to grab the odd thing from the pub's stores but almost never anything as basic as milk, and he was far more used to apparating or even walking to the nearest shop. He watched as Seamus covered his stomach back up, flicking his eyes up to his closed eyes. He wished that he could convince Seamus that his scars weren't ugly, but he didn't think it was really time to drag up that argument again. An accidental liquid burn would be so much worse than the signs of his bravery and survival. Even if Seamus didn't see it that way.

Dean's throat constricted for a moment when Seamus leaned into his touch, but then he remembered that his best friend was basically a giant cat with affection, especially related to his hair or head. He couldn't help but watch as Seamus settled himself down though. Usually if he was staying over he didn't get to see that because he was half asleep himself and Seamus was usually attached to his side like a very friendly octopus. "'Course I'm staying, you idiot," he murmured, quirking a smile at him as he moved away.

He paused behind the sofa to remove his boots so he wouldn't disturb Seamus and set about making soup, doing it slower now he was going to let Seamus nap first. He put the solid block of stock into the pan, removing the other ingredients he'd brought with him and set it on a low heat on the back ring of Seamus' hob. As he waited for that to slowly melt he went into Seamus room and stripped his bed, replacing the sheets with clean ones with a little help from some magic to reduce all the need for bending and hefting the mattress around.

By the time that was done the stock was getting towards melted and he set about quietly heating that and making the soup, keeping himself busy in the down time by drinking his tea cleaning around a bit in the kitchen while being quiet.

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[info]openbottle
2015-06-01 11:56 am UTC (link)
Despite the many hours of missed sleep over the last few nights - Seamus didn't sleep for all that long. Hunger from not eating properly woke him well before he was really ready and he groaned as he blinked his eyes open to the bright light. He mumbled something that might have been 'fucking hell' and brought one arm up to cover his eyes. He knew without needing to open his eyes that Dean was still there - though he couldn't have said how he'd come by such knowledge. "Time's'it?" he asked. He didn't ask why Dean was still there. He knew that if their situations had been reversed there was no way Seamus would have left.

He squinted one eye open and tried to look for Dean without actually moving. He could see his legs, but nothing else. His stomach didn't hurt anymore, but he felt groggy, like waking up the morning after drinking too much. "Think I need to pee," he said, groaning again and not moving. He was - despite the cotton-wool feeling in his head and the fullness of his bladder - surprisingly comfortable and it was tempting to just go back to sleep.

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[info]artistdean
2015-06-01 02:08 pm UTC (link)
After he'd done as much as possible at the soup without putting in the noodles he turned the ring off so it wouldn't boil dry. It would be easy enough to add the noodles when Seamus was awake again. Then he'd headed quietly downstairs to the pub and given Dominic an update. He'd also grabbed a random book from the shelf for something to do other than sitting and sketching Seamus. He returned upstairs and settled himself in a chair, and although he had given into the urge to sketch Seamus for a little while he returned to the book after a little while and he was reading when he heard his friend stirring.

He set his book aside and moved nearer to the sofa. "It's getting on for lunch time, I was going to wake you then if you hadn't made it up." He wasn't speaking loud, and huge amounts of fondness laced his tone. He looked at Seamus' scrunched up face and took pity on him, waving his wand to half-close the curtains. "How's your stomach doing?" Adorable as half-awake Seamus was he was more concerned about the pain that had earlier nearly crippled him.

He snorted at the fact of all the things to wake Seamus up apparently his bladder had won out. "Well, that's one thing I can't actually do for you," he said. "Although if you go pee I can have soup ready in five minutes. I mean I can do that regardless, but food before you sleep again is probably a good plan."

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[info]openbottle
2015-06-02 04:21 pm UTC (link)
Reluctantly, Seamus forced his limbs to move in something approximating a co-ordinated manner. He managed to pull himself to his feet, albeit making a few unhappy noises as he did so. As comfortable as he'd felt before, it was obvious some of his joints and muscles had been less than pleased with their extended nap on the couch. He waited until he was upright before answering. "Still a bit sick," he admitted. "It doesn't hurt anymore - thank Merlin for Adrian." At this stage, the sickness could well be hunger, though the idea of food wasn't hugely appealing. He'd eat anyway, because he knew it was what he should do, and Dean would fuss otherwise, but he wasn't dying to get food into him.

"You didn't even try," he said, but his voice was as weak as the joke. "Okay, okay. I pee, you make soup. Sounds like a plan. And then I -" Seamus hesitated, torn. What he wanted to say was 'And then I can go sleep in a bed'. On the other hand, he couldn't make Dominic cover his whole shift, could he? If he was able to stand without pain, he should get back to work? He wasn't certain about it, his brain still far from sharp. He squirmed slightly, remembering why he was standing in the first place. "Pee first, then planning," he said decidedly as he headed for the bathroom.

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[info]artistdean
2015-06-02 07:23 pm UTC (link)
Seamus looked kind of like Dean felt after a week of insomnia and a nap on the studio sofa, so not that great and like he was moving through treacle. "Well I'm going to take pain free as a massive bonus," he said, smiling slightly.

The indecision and decidedly urgent nature of Seamus' 'need to pee' squirming had Dean rolling his eyes. "Works for me," he said, putting his book down properly and moving over to the kitchen, wand coming out to speed up bringing the broth back to the boil before he dumped in the noodles. "I changed your sheets if you want to sleep some more after you've eaten," he called through the door. The sofa wasn't terrible to sleep on but Seamus' bed was honestly far more comfortable and not exactly far away.

He leaned against the counter while he waited for Seamus to reappear, debating the merits of making himself even more tea. He'd already had a second cup while Seamus was asleep, this time with milk from the kitchens. Given that he was planning to have some soup himself it might not be the best plan ever.

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[info]openbottle
2015-06-05 03:38 pm UTC (link)
Seamus returned some time later, looking a little less like death warmed up. As well as taking care of his bladder, he'd splashed cold water on his face in the hopes it would wake him up a little, and brushed his teeth - unable to remember if he'd done it that morning or not. As a result he felt a little, though only a little, more human. "Paddy's arse, I'm still so tired," he complained as he headed towards the soup-smell, and Dean.

He'd heard the comment about his sheets, and that combined with Dean making him soup resulted in a flicker of a smile. "You might be an angel," he remarked. "Don't see any wings, though. Where're you hiding them?" He rubbed a hand over his eyes and propped himself against the counter. That he felt well enough to tease and invent curses was probably a good sign, but it all felt dim and distant compared to the heaviness in his head and the hollow sick feeling in his stomach. "How long until it's ready?" he asked, more out of duty than interest.

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[info]artistdean
2015-06-05 07:08 pm UTC (link)
Dean snorted at Seamus' choice of words. He had a feeling that Seamus' stomach ache wasn't likely to return like before. Hunger pangs maybe, but not the crippling pain that had lead to him appealing for help. Not that he was sure, but it was a feeling.

"Wouldn't you like to know," he said suggestively. "We angels are very protective of our wings," he added, brushing imaginary fluff off his shoulder, before breaking into a laugh. He glanced at the soup, now full of broken up noodles. "Couple of minutes probably," he said, pushing off the side and using the balanced spoon to fish out one of the pieces of noodle for trying. He ate it and made a considering face. "Yeah, couple of minutes," he said. He'd already pulled out bowls and spoons so there was nothing left to do until he put the already chopped chives in just before he served.

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[info]openbottle
2015-06-08 03:56 pm UTC (link)
Seamus's smile was more a brief twitch of his lips than anything, but he snorted dutifully as he tried to imagine Dean with fluffy, feathering wings sprouting from his shoulders. "Nah," he said. "You're too much fun to be a real angel." He didn't move from his position, afraid that if he sat on anything as comfortable as the couch he wouldn't be able to resist falling asleep again.

"Anything I can do?" He didn't feel up to much, but nor was it in his nature to just stand around and do nothing while Dean cooked. The only reason Dean managed to get away with providing food as often as he did was because he did the actual cooking of it at home. "At least it's all over for another year," he said, chewing his lip since he didn't have any mint handy. "Bring on the best bit of the year."

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[info]artistdean
2015-06-08 10:28 pm UTC (link)
"Awww, and I would have made such a good angel," Dean said pouting very hard and trying to give Seamus his most winning puppy-dog inspired expression for several long seconds before breaking into a grin. "Glad I'm fun, and I don't much fancy the lack of dick thing anyway," he said, scrunching his face up in distaste.

He looked around fruitlessly for something Seamus could do. "Sorry, bugger all unless you want a cup of tea. I'm basically waiting to dump the chives in twenty seconds before it's done," he said, nodding to the pile of tiny green tubes he'd chopped earlier.

"Yeah, you can say that again. Next year I'll maybe try for a little less depth plumbing at the meeting, or at least taking my potion before," he said sheepishly. He knew that his friends didn't really have any quarrels with taking care of him when his PTSD flared up, but a little prevention would probably have removed the necessity, or at least the urgency of it.

"Best bit of the year?" he asked innocently, knowing full-well that his birthday coming up and was probably what he was referring to. He could play dumb though, when he wanted to.

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[info]openbottle
2015-06-10 12:49 pm UTC (link)
Seamus briefly paused to blink at Dean. "The what?" Seamus's idea of angels came largely from nativity plays when he was a kid. His family had never been particularly church-going, and he'd certainly never been enrolled in Sunday school or anything like that. His face morphed through a serious of uncomfortable expressions as he imagined Dean naked - first without and then with his correct anatomy - and then remembered that imagining your friends naked was weird. "That sounds too tragic to think about," he eventually decided.

Since there was nothing to be done, Seamus tried to relax - which didn't entirely work. "It was a good meeting," he defended. Dean had missed the end of it, obviously, but Seamus was pleased (as pleased as he could be) about how it had turned out. He didn't say anything further, didn't voice the ever-present wish that it could all just be easier somehow.

Too tired for theatrics, Seamus just shot Dean a dead-pan glare. "One of the best, anyway. Joint top with Christmas and your birthday and New Year and St Patrick's day."

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[info]artistdean
2015-06-10 10:33 pm UTC (link)
Dean shrugged because he only knew half the story. "Apparently it's a thing, at least in this film, Dogma, Jess was telling me about. One of her friends at Uni is obsessed with it, and she was trying to explain. Says I probably shouldn't watch it though," he said. At the time of trying to explain Jess had also been sleep deprived and/or hungover and rambling. Dean hadn't followed that much but a few points had stuck out. "Also according to that film God is female and likes poking people on the nose. It's apparently a bit odd."

"Yeah, I'm sure it was. They usually are. I just went a bit... you know, didn't take my potion and got a bit emotional," he said. He hadn't been embarrassed as such by his actions, well not much, but he might have been a little less overwrought about it if he'd taken his potion or stuck to a script.

He couldn't help but chuckle at Seamus' list of favourite dates. He knew they were the sorts of ones his tattoo was spelled to change on. "It should be good. You'll have to work out what we're doing. You know you're better at party planning or whatever than me." Well, it was more that Dean didn't necessarily go to parties that often, but Seamus also had experience for all the things he did for the pub.

Looking at the soup and then his watch he dumped the pile of chives in and stirred it around a couple of times before turning off the heat and ladling it into two bowls. "If you want bread too I'll go grab some from the kitchen," he said, sticking spoons in the bowls and pointing back to the sofa. "Go sit I'll bring this over," he said.

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[info]openbottle
2015-06-15 10:43 am UTC (link)
"Oh," Seamus said, his face still crumpled in confusion about the whole topic. "I've never heard of it." Not that this was exactly surprising. Most of Seamus's experience with films came via either Dean, Justin or Susan so his knowledge wasn't exactly extensive. He shrugged. "It doesn't sound like you're missing much." Though he liked the action films he had seen, his instinct was to immediately look down on anything Dean couldn't watch.

As Dean continued to talk about the meeting, Seamus made his way over from the counter to wrap his arms around Dean, his chin propped on Dean's shoulder. He didn't say anything for a moment, just savoured the fact that Dean was still around to be hugged, still there to look after Seamus when he was poorly. As badly as Dean's year on the run had affected him - it could have gone much worse. "That's what meetings are for," he said. "So our emotions don't spill out all willy-nilly in front of people who don't get it." Well, that was part of the reason, anyway.

He pulled back, eyes a bit misty, and forced a smile. He was still feeling a bit... all over the place. Whether it was tiredness or pain or just residual feelings from Victis Honor that he hadn't deal with properly. "I'll come up with something," he agreed. He didn't expect Dean to plan his birthday, just to show up and have a good time. "Back to Spain for a weekend away from everything?" It wasn't a serious suggestion, but the idea did appeal. Much as Seamus loved to be the centre of attention on his birthday, right now it was more tempting to isolate. He knew the feeling would pass before long.

On Dean's instructions, he moved back to the sofa, arranging himself in a position he could actually eat in without risking tipping soup over either himself, Dean or the couch. "I think noodles are enough."

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[info]artistdean
2015-06-15 09:36 pm UTC (link)
"Eh, I hadn't either," he said with a shrug. He still didn't understand the appeal either. "Not like I'm going to risk it," he said. If Jess had already warned him off he wasn't going to bother. She was a little less dedicated to ensuring his comfort than his friends were, at least by way of films and television.

When Seamus came up and wrapped arms around him a slight tightness in his frame relaxed. It had been brought about by talking about the meeting. He hung onto Seamus and breathed deeply, relaxing into it. And this was why he couldn't risk their friendship on his feelings. He never felt quite like this with anyone else, not this relaxed, not this comfortable. "Doesn't always make it easy," he mumbled. As they drew apart a little, not yet letting go Dean smiled faintly. "No matter how much therapy I have the whole big breakdown thing is never really easy in the aftermath." He was still being quiet, it wasn't all that far past after all.

The idea of going to Spain again hit Dean sort of like a brick wall. As much as he wanted exactly that sort of thing with Seamus he also knew how they'd ended up sharing a bed all week. Apart from that little incident of him sleeping in a strange bed upsetting his sleeping pattern it was honestly one of the most relaxing times he'd had in a good while. "Not the worst idea," he said, voice catching slightly. He sucked in a deep breath and released it slowly. "But I think something with everyone is a better plan. You've got plenty of time to think of something though."

Dean nodded in acknowledgement that Seamus couldn't see and brought the bowls over, sliding into the space next to Seamus after handing over one of the bowls. "This shouldn't irritate your stomach even if you're feeling a bit off."

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[info]openbottle
2015-06-17 05:18 pm UTC (link)
"It'll get better," Seamus said - more hopeful than certain. It was what he personally clung to when it all got to be too much for him. The war was over, and though they were still suffering the after-effects at least they weren't adding more trauma on top of it anymore. Mostly. "In a few years it'll all be a decade ago. Then two, then three. And one day we'll be old and grey and wrinkly and we'll have been safe for longer than we were in danger." And that had to fix it, right? Seamus wouldn't still be having nightmares when he was in his 70s. Or maybe he'd have new nightmares where Dean died of old age and left Seamus to carry on alone... It didn't bear thinking about and Seamus tugged his shirt down and draped his arm across his stomach.

Dean brought the bowls over and Seamus took his with his free hand, cradling it against his chest while he fumbled with the spoon. "You're too good to me," he said, smiling at Dean as he squeezed himself into the space beside Seamus. It reminded him of something, but he couldn't quite pin down the reference. "What's that science-y thing about..." But the words wouldn't come and the soup smelled pretty good. Seamus dipped his spoon into it, blowing carefully across the surface before bringing it to his lips and sipping. The warmth was good, even before he could really taste anything. "I was going to say something incredibly intelligent about you being like... my shadow or negative space or something," he informed Dean before taking another spoonful. "But I can't think. Maybe it's not even science. Maybe it's art and I picked it up from some poncey artist that I know." He nudged his toes against Dean's calf to hammer home who this statement was referring to.

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[info]artistdean
2015-06-18 12:13 am UTC (link)
"It already has," Dean said firmly. It was true too, the first year after the war had been pretty horrific all around. Between Seamus spending weeks in hospital while Dean held himself together by sheer stubbornness, and the fallout when Seamus got out and Dean's control broke. Those early months had been a total mess of not-yet-fully-working treatments and being triggered far too often. They had all come a long way since then. "Yeah, it will," he said, ignoring the clench in his heart at the thought of him and Seamus friends in their old age. Friends and nothing more. He could make it enough.

Trying and failing to scoop up a piece of noodle Dean smiled down into his dish at the compliment. He looked up at Seamus' sentence trailed off, looking expectant. By the time Seamus was done with his half-baked explanations Dean had basically no clue about what he was getting at, but he was amused. "I will admit I am very poncey, but I have shit all idea what you're going on about," he said, shuffling his calf slightly further from the poking toes. "I think it's a compliment though, so I'll take it!" He grinned ridiculously at Seamus and applied himself to his soup.

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[info]openbottle
2015-06-22 08:36 am UTC (link)
"Even more better," Seamus insisted, stubbornly, knowing he was being grammatically incorrect but knowing also that it was part of his charm. He gave Dean a weak self-deprecating smile. "Not so much the being old and wrinkly part, obviously." He couldn't really imagine either of them old, but they had a lot of years left before they had to find out what it was like. Seamus didn't even think of his mum as really old yet. "But not feeling like we're holding on by tooth and nail..." Not that Seamus felt that way all the time, but he liked to imagine he'd be settled in his 40s. Not so... all over the place. Even if he ended up 'settling' as an eternal bachelor.

He groaned when Dean failed to miraculously understand the reference. "You know," he insisted. "Like..." He made a smaller-than-usual gesture with his free hand. Whatever it was, wherever he'd learned about it - Dean must've been there too. They practically shared a brain sometimes, so if Seamus knew something he assumed Dean knew it too - unless it was something pub-specific like the exact cost or stock-level of butterbeer. He gave up with a sigh. "It wasn't a compliment. It was a comment on how we are, as Susan would say, practically joined at the hip."

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[info]artistdean
2015-06-22 09:40 pm UTC (link)
"That'd be good. I mean, sure there are days in a row that feel okay now, but this time of year? Still pretty shit." He picked at his shirt with one hand for a few seconds, spoon in his bowl. Then he shook himself slightly and flicked his head sideways so he was looking at Seamus. "I dunno, I don't think we're going to look so bad wrinkly," he said. His gaze shifted out of focus as he pondered the possibility of drawing portraits of people as they might be in ten, twenty, forty years from now. Only muggle ones because he wouldn't want to animate that type of portrait, but the idea was oddly appealing.

Dean's frown deepened for several seconds as he totally failed to follow Seamus' point. "Oh," he said, slightly disheartened. "Oh! I know the thing you mean, but I have no idea what the word is." He was excited and deflated by turns, privately adding that Susan's current comments about them might have some slightly more interesting or colourful descriptions if she was just speaking to Dean these days. He forced himself to shrug and turn back to his soup. Not worth dwelling on.

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[info]openbottle
2015-06-23 03:13 pm UTC (link)
Seamus bit his lip slightly as he looked down into his soup, a movement from his spoon sending the noodles spinning. Days in a row that feel 'okay' wasn't what he wanted for his friends. He wanted days that felt great, brilliant, amazing. That 'okay' was the best they could hope to maintain was frankly depressing. His shoulders hunched as he lifted the bowl closer to his mouth so he wouldn't spill. "Speak for yourself," he answered when he'd finished another few spoonfuls. His tone was flat, his usual good humour seeming miles away. "You'll always be handsome. But me?" He reached a hand up to his curls. "Once I start going grey, that'll be it for me."

He managed a small smile when Dean finally clicked to what he was going on about, but it didn't do much to banish the general malaise. "See?" he said. "I knew you'd know, really. The word doesn't matter. Not if you know what I mean."

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[info]artistdean
2015-06-24 08:57 pm UTC (link)
The flash of Seamus' hand moving to brush at his own hair swept Dean out of his little art haze. At least he hadn't been very far gone and he'd still actually heard everything that Seamus had said. He ran his mind back over it and frowned at Seamus, not quite sure what had flattened his tone. He didn't think it was actually the ageing thing, although he could be wrong. Still. He very much had a different opinion on that topic and he shook his head. "Nah, you'll still be gorgeous," he said, slightly teasing and far more honest than he was letting on. "And, besides if you hate the hair you can always buzz it off." Dean though it would be a crying shame, especially given how much Seamus was like a cat when someone ran their hands through his hair, but that was by the by.

"Good thing too, because I doubt I'm gonna remember it," he said, nudging Seamus. He frowned at the lack of grin. "What's eating you?" he asked. Usually that sort of thing would win him a bigger smile. "I mean, unless it's just your stomach, for which I suggest finishing your soup and going to bed." He winked. "Did I say something, because you know me. I talk a lot of bollocks."

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[info]openbottle
2015-07-01 09:26 am UTC (link)
"Blasphemy," Seamus said - more because it seemed to be the easy, obvious thing to say than because he could (right now) summon any particularly strong feelings about keeping his hair. He'd always had curls, never experimented with going short enough to lose them, and didn't particularly want to. "What'd mam call me? Prickly?" He gave his curls a quick tug then returned his hands (and his attention) to his soup.

He shrugged. "That you do," he agreed, with another small smile. "It's just..." He trailed off with a gesture. He could easily have said it was his stomach. Dean would probably have petted him and helped him to bed and Seamus could have curled up and been asleep within an hour. But he couldn't just lie. Not to Dean. "I want more out of life than 'okay'." And Seamus got to have more, most of the time. Yes, he still had struggles but he also had his pub, his way of giving back. "For you, for Susan and Dennis and Ginny and... everyone. I know we can't be feckin' spectacular all the time but -" His pain and exhaustion weren't helping, were making it hard to remember that they ever got to spectacular.

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[info]artistdean
2015-07-01 11:04 pm UTC (link)
Dean snorted in response and applied himself to his soup so he wouldn't just sit and play with Seamus' hair. After he'd swallowed he shrugged slightly. "You should keep them really, not just because of the Curly thing, you look good like that and I'm not sure..." he trailed off examining Seamus closer to imagine him with short hair. Not that he really needed to. "Yeah, I'm pretty sure it wouldn't look as good," he said.

"You could have disagreed," he protested, but it was a quiet mutter, more of a grumble than anything. He waited when Seamus trailed off, not wanting to prompt further. Then Seamus explains and something swims uncomfortably in his stomach. "Oh, oh, man when I said okay I didn't just mean okay," he said. Then he realised that that was probably really unhelpful as encouragement. "I mean, like, there are days and days when the most I think about my PTSD is remembering to take my potions which looking back at the start is amazing. And I get to paint for a living, and even if sometimes my budget gets a bit tight it's something I never thought I'd get to really make a living from, and shit I have excellent friends, and basically what I'm trying to say is okay was just a convenient word. Sure it's not all perfect all the time and there are things I'd change sometimes, and my brain can be shitty to me at others, but all in all I'm doing pretty damn well." He finished on a triumphant note and then looked at Seamus' bowl. "And now we're done with our little moment, you need to go sleep. Well, finish the last of that and sleep," he said. He wasn't sure if he was going to stay yet, but he probably would. He could hang out and read, sketch a bit maybe. Or just leave a note and go help Dominic out in the bar.

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[info]openbottle
2015-07-06 09:07 am UTC (link)
Seamus smiled and nodded. "Thanks." Sometimes, his scar coloured his whole self-image, but other times he was able to remember that he was at least decently attractive while fully-clothed. He knew Dean meant well, reminding him of the latter, but what good did it do, really? No one was going to stick around without sex, and most people (in Seamus's understanding, anyway) were really put off by the scar.

He watched Dean try to explain himself, narrowing his eyes slightly as if he were looking for the lie in Dean's words. When he'd finished, Seamus's mouth twitched upwards into a smile. "Pretty convincing, Thomas," he said - because it had been. And Seamus was still worried - about the bad days, about Susan, Ginny, Dennis, the Battlescars members who didn't speak at meetings - but at least Dean was holding out some reassurance that things were better than Seamus could see right now. "I still wish..." he started, then shook his head. He would always wish for more. He would always want everything to be perfect and sunshine and peace, and it never would. Most of the time he could deal with that, it just overwhelmed him sometimes, particularly this time of year. He finished his soup instead of his sentence, deciding it was the wiser course of action. "Sleep sounds good."

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[info]artistdean
2015-07-06 06:55 pm UTC (link)
Dean took in a deep breath and sighed it out again at Seamus' unfinished sentence. "I know, man, I know," he said, and nudged Seamus slightly. It was the best and worst time of year to rehash the sort of thoughts he was pretty sure were circling Seamus' head. "Glad I convinced you though. This time of year aside I'm doing well," he said and smiled. "C'mon then," he said, taking Seamus bowl back and standing to offer him a hand up. "I'm probably going to stay around. Although I might go see how Dominic's getting on downstairs at some point."

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[info]openbottle
2015-07-07 04:12 pm UTC (link)
Seamus let Dean help him to his feet and leaned against him in a lazy approximation of a hug, more for comfort than actual support. "You're great," he insisted. "I just wish you didn't have to be." He sighed again and moved towards the bed, his fingers wrapped around Dean's wrist to drag him along for the ride. He didn't really need help, but the company was nice.

"You don't have to," he said, pushing his jeans down and stepping out of them before climbing into the bed and under the covers. "Got better things to do than watch me sleep, I'm sure." He covered a conveniently-timed yawn with one hand. He'd probably be out for a while and he wasn't expecting Dean to hang around.

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[info]artistdean
2015-07-07 07:11 pm UTC (link)
"I'm you friend, you're not wishing that away," he admonished, returning the semi-hug. "And friends look after each other when they're sick. Especially when their families can't." He didn't protest at Seamus dragging him along to his room, although he could possibly have done without that particular visual in his mind. It was likely going to be a feature of his dreams now, and frankly his mind hadn't needed the prompting. And Seamus was feeling ill, it really wasn't an association he wanted.

Thankfully Seamus had dropped his wrist in order to strip so Dean could look away without making it obvious. As Seamus crawled into bed he looked around to see if there was anything else he needed and summoned a glass of water. Couldn't hurt to have that on hand, so he set it by the bed just in case. "I'm not being creepy and watching you sleep. I'm going to read or draw and do the washing up, and like I said I can go help Dominic." What he wasn't saying was that he didn't want to leave while Seamus still wasn't at his best. He wouldn't stay the night, but he wanted to be around when Seamus surfaced again for his own peace of mind. To know that he really was better. "Plus the bonus of my job is that I can do legitimate work from pretty much anywhere, or even just say the muse isn't talking to me and do nothing for the day," he said. He'd lowered his voice slightly, hoping Seamus would start to drift off again.

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[info]openbottle
2015-07-09 11:15 am UTC (link)
Seamus shook his head, the movement slower and heavier than usual. "I don't want to wish that away, don't be daft." Dean's friendship was one of the best and brightest things in his life, something he'd promised himself years ago that nothing would ever interfere with. He groaned. "Don't tell mam. She'd be over here in a second, trying to get me to the hospital." He knew his mam still worried, ever since the battle, that one day something worse would come of the dark magic that had touched him. Seamus didn't really let himself think about it. "Probably try and get the aurors in too."

Once in bed, Seamus pulled the blankets up to his neck and tugged them close. It wasn't cold, exactly, but nor did he feel particularly warm despite the soup. His eyes drifted closed almost against his will and even when he tried to open them to better follow Dean's murmured words, they wouldn't quite open all the way. "'kay," he mumbled. "Do your work. I can do washing up later, and Dominic can handle things for a bit." He yawned, tucking his head against the duvet to muffle it. "Thanks for..." he trailed off sleepily.

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