Re: Dean/Theo
Yeah, the nightmares helps. It gets them out of my head. Sadly it doesn't help stop them especially, but it sort of helped me process them a bit. The painting mostly happened a while ago, soon after all the war stuff when the nightmares were worse. I did paint them pretty directly though. Far less careful than my usual paintings. I finally sold some of them at my most recent show. I felt like I could begin to let them go.
It's okay. It's not like we're doing anything with appointments really. Just some wandering and stuff. Nice change of scenery.
I hope things improve. Dreamwise and feeling better wise.