(1) It's not like I DON'T want you there. I'm not trying to deter you because I'm like, "Oh, Jason Hughes, that fuckass, he's gone and ruined my appetite for all this delicious casserole these white people brought to the potluck." (2) I'm just worriedworriedworried wondering if you're leaping into this when you should really be taking baby steps, is all.