Madison Owens (belle_loupgarou) wrote in eureka_springs, @ 2009-09-29 17:47:00 |
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Entry tags: | barbara gordon, madison owens |
Who: Maddie and who ever
Where: In town
When: Late day
Why: She's sick of being stuck in the hotel
Rating: TBD
Open?: YES!
Inconsolably depressed and just disgusted with herself, Madison decided that she needed sunshine. Pure and sweet sunshine and not the one filtered in through her windows with the blinds half pulled back. And yet, the sunshine didn't seem to lift her mood. Maybe her melancholy was attributed to being pregnant and lost. And maybe, just maybe it was because she wasn't the perky and hopeful person she had thought she was. Maybe perky was the wrong word...the word that Madison was looking for, searching hard for was optimistic. She had been an optimist when she met Sam and now, she was back to being a miserable little person who fakes the good and happy personality.
Blinking out the harsh and bright rays of sun, she shielded her eyes from them. The warmth soaked through her skin and to her bones, bringing a very slight smile upon her face. It didn't seep through enough to bring a full and true smile to her lips. Still, she walked down the street as best as she could as cheerfully as she could muster. Maybe Sam would return to her one day, but she didn't know how to trust him again. It would take time and patience that she wished that she possessed.