No, I don't think Roman is blameless at all, I'm just trying to understand his motivations when mostly they're making me be all "WHUT? WHAT ARE YOU DOING? ACK!" As for the violence thing, I know it doesn't make sense, or at least not in any way I can explain, it's just this feeling I have and I can't make it go away and, and, *FLAILS INEFFECTUALLY* I CAN'T MAKE MY WORDS WORK TO EXPLAIN IT PROBABLY BECAUSE I CAN'T REALLY GET IT STRAIGHT IN MY HEAD ANYWAY so I'm just going to stop trying *slinks away*