Maybe I really am just trying desperately to find a way for it to be Not Roman's Fault and am shoving as much of it on Marc's shoulders as I can in the hopes that DeRo has enough left to scrape itself back together again someday, IDK. I am GAGGING for more concrete backstory/explanation for what's going on with this whole thing... I mean, Show is doing a great job of giving us story, but I'm having a hard time making all the pieces add up, and maybe it's because I've never actually experienced infidelity and can only imagine what's going on in everyone's heads.
One day I was thinking about where the DeRoMarc storyline is going (as one does in traffic) and for whatever reason the idea of Roman leaving Marc and Marc responding violently popped into my head. IDEK. But that's been sort of lingering in my brain ever since, and it's probably skewing everything I see happening to fit that possible future scenario. And now you know that I am in fact a very messed up person. ;)
I guess I'm kind of interpreting this relationship from a VERY dark and messed up point of view. Too much IFC maybe XD I'm taking what we know of Roman (the childhood emotional abuse, the massive self-esteem issues) with what we DON'T really know about Marc (besides that he's very very persistent when it comes to Roman) and creating my own little equasion. I'm seriously dying to see how this all plays out, it's getting a lot deeper in here than I thought it would...