Ayanami Rei (![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} firstchildren) wrote in ![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/community.gif){kind=small} erato_dr, |
There is no pleasure in this, nothing even remotely pleasant - he feels like he's being torn in two, every nerve ending in his body screaming. He bites down on his lip so hard it begins to bleed, just barely able to stifle his cry into a low whimper. There are even tears in the corners of his eyes, but he frantically tries to blink them back.
Why? Why would anyone willingly do this?]