If it helped before, Susan could see the appeal of going back and getting straight, she knew she was lucky that her obsessions hadn't led her to drinking too much or any other foibles out there, slipping up was just to easy under stress. As it was the flat had been scrubbed by hand because she was so anxious.
As Lavender started talking about what happened, Susan listed fixated seeing how it was affecting her. She reached for her flat mate's hand hoping she wouldn't scare her.
"No, it's ok. It's probably better if you don't for a while. You've been through a lot."