01. Full name Maria Refresion. My 'title' is Maria of the Lambs. 02. Best friend If I call them a friend, I wouldn't want to value one over the other. 03. Sexuality Is this something you can decide? 04. Favorite color Purple 05. Relationship status Unmarried 06. Ideal mate Someone very gentle ... and kind with a soft voice. He would love me unconditionally and smell like pine needles and fresh air. Devout and he would love children and animals. Now that I'm past age I wonder why that kind of man would still not be married. 07. Turn-ons/Turn-offs Intelligence and grace. I don't like crudeness or a craven man. 08. Last sexual experience I am unmarried. 09. Favorite food Warm bread with melted butter and garlic 10. Crushes ...Do I dare even write this down, even for myself? Maybe God will hear me - I wonder why Harvey the Greengrocer hasn't found the wife. I'm surprised no one has noticed how much more I shine my armor when I go shopping. I blind myself almost as if using magic! 11. Someone you hate To hate another man is to hate yourself, as we are all as one under the eyes of Faram. 12. Biggest fear That in the wake of true evil my sword will fail me again. 13. Biggest fantasy/dream I have a house at the base of a mountain at the edge of a city. I am captain of the Holy Guard. When I arrive home each evening, tired but satisfied, my house smells like roasted vegetables. My children greet me first and I look up to see my husband smiling. In the winter, we will stuff hay in the crawlspaces, and in the summer, laughing with all the doors and windows open, we throw it out to let the fresh air back in. 14. Biggest insecurity That I lack courage. 15. Bad habits When I parry a low thrust, I always raise my shield three degrees too high for proper balance. I have also never returned a book borrowed on time once! 16. Biggest regret That I did not take my knight test sooner. As if a less than perfect score were more shame that I could shoulder for the rest of my career. 17. Best kept secrets I'm really not that overly fond of lambs. I much prefer dogs, but am glad I'm not called The Dog Knight. 18. Last thought Write note to self to write Theo a note that we are patrolling late the 14th. 19. Worst sexual/romantic experience Does being asked this question qualify? 20. Where you see yourself in 10 years I truly do not know what God as intended for me. I hope to be at peace and satisfied with my decisions between now and then. 21. When's the last time you cried and why? Last year in confession. It was wrong of me to question the mysterious ways of the Divine, but sometimes we cry out for justification to the horrible things we see. A little boy, tortured by the people who borne him. Those scared eyes when seeing his rescuers will be burned into my mind forever. 22. Where you named after someone? Who? Yes, my mother, as her mother before her. We have all been Maria's Maria, as hopefully will my daughter, should I still be young enough to bear when opportunity arises. 23. If you were another person, would you want to be friends with you? I hope so. If you cannot bear yourself, who else will? 24. What's your favorite sweet treat? Brown sugar pie 25. Who's the one person you miss the most? My mother, may God rest her soul.