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Tweak says, "carlson is my 80's teen dream"

maxon winters ❄ jon snow. (stargaryen) wrote in dunhavenic,
@ 2019-07-31 09:09:00

Entry tags:

!network, * kit, c: aria winters, c: kiera malone, c: lyllianna stone, c: maxon winters, c: rhys stone, c: theo wolfe

THEO, ARIA, LYLA, RHYS, KIERA

I need someone to talk me through something that's been on my mind since before this latest round of memories even became a thing. I need to know if I'm just being impulsive, or if it's a bad idea, because it really doesn't feel like a rash, or bad idea. It feels right. But I also know that I'm still in a weird place mentally so I could just really use a second opinion before I do something that isn't received well.

And that was all very vague and probably ominous, I realize. Basically, I want to ask Danielle to marry me. I just know that, whatever obstacles we still need to get through, it's easier when I'm getting through them with her. I don't want to wait until everything's perfect because nothing will ever be perfect. That's not life. I want to do this messy, imperfect, unpredictable life by her side.

So yeah. There it is. What do you think?

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	nottoday 2019-07-31 01:34 pm UTC (link)
	Uh, duh. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	stargaryen 2019-07-31 01:35 pm UTC (link)
	You're so helpful. 😏 (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	nottoday 2019-07-31 01:41 pm UTC (link)
	Just saying. 🤷‍♀️ As an outside observer, though, you're happiest when you're with her. It's kind of obvious. It also says a lot, as far as I'm concerned. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stargaryen 2019-07-31 06:59 pm UTC (link)
	Thanks, A. I really am happier with her. I've known that for a long time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	nottoday 2019-07-31 07:14 pm UTC (link)
	Well, that's good. I like it when you're happy. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	winterfalls 2019-07-31 01:44 pm UTC (link)
	I think you just laid out a very good argument as to why you should do exactly that. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	stargaryen 2019-07-31 06:58 pm UTC (link)
	I may have even just written out my proposal, to be honest. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	capthook 2019-07-31 01:45 pm UTC (link)
	You should absolutely ask her. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	MAX \| KIERA stargaryen 2019-07-31 03:10 pm UTC (link)
	I was hoping you'd think so. I think your opinion was especially important to me here. And [...] I was wondering if you'd be willing to help me pick out a ring. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	MAX \| KIERA capthook 2019-07-31 04:27 pm UTC (link)
	Wow, really? Of course I would, yeah. Just let me know when you want to look. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	MAX \| KIERA stargaryen 2019-07-31 06:56 pm UTC (link)
	Well [...] are you doing anything after work today? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	MAX \| KIERA capthook 2019-07-31 07:16 pm UTC (link)
	I didn't have any plans, other than just going home so I'm at your disposal. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	MAX \| KIERA stargaryen 2019-07-31 11:54 pm UTC (link)
	Think we could sneak away and drive into DC to look? I bookmarked a couple of jewelers that looked promising. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	MAX \| KIERA capthook 2019-07-31 11:59 pm UTC (link)
	Count me in. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	rhaegaryen 2019-07-31 01:51 pm UTC (link)
	This is wonderful, Max. If that's how you feel and you see yourself at her side for the rest of your lives, then you should absolutely ask her to marry you. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	stargaryen 2019-07-31 06:57 pm UTC (link)
	Thanks, Rhys. I was pretty confident about it, but it really helps to know you guys support it, too. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	catalyzed 2019-07-31 04:47 pm UTC (link)
	Oh, Max. Definitely ask her. You're right in that there may never be the perfect time, but the two of you deserve to reclaim some joy. It might just be what you need to continue the healing process. I love the both of you, and I think you're ready. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	stargaryen 2019-07-31 06:58 pm UTC (link)
	I know we've got a long road ahead of us, but I feel like it's so much more doable when were trekking it together. I love her so much, Lyla. (Reply to this) (Parent)