leo moore | neville longbottom. (longbottomed) wrote in dunhavenic, @ 2019-06-27 12:21:00 |
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Entry tags: | !network, * kit, c: abigail moore, c: dorothy darling, c: foster wentworth, c: jack morehead, c: leo moore, c: lorelei wentworth, c: nick waters |
I'm not sure why I'm doing this because telling the whole town that there's yet another thing about me that makes me different is honestly the last thing I want to do. Please understand that it has nothing to do with not wanting to know you, or not wanting you to know me. It's a me thing, and something I've been working on overcoming for more than a decade, even before all of this past life stuff began.
I'm dreaming of Neville Longbottom. Though I think "dreaming" sounds like so much less than what it is. We are so entwined at this point that sometimes it's hard to know where either of us ends and begins and I both hate it and love it because he is me and I've always been great at both loving and hating various parts of myself, too.
But there's something that I will always only ever love, and that is my family. No matter how difficult things get, here or there, family is the most important thing to me. And mine is growing. And I know it will eventually grow there, too, and I won't be able to fully share it with the two people who always mattered the most to me.
So Frank, Alice--Mom, Dad--if it seems like something you'd want to do, Abby and I are having a gender reveal party this coming weekend (Sunday at 2pm, our house, to be exact) and I'd [...] really love it if you wanted to be there. Because maybe things can never change back home, but they can here. And if I have to choose between my own selfish comfort level and my family, there's really no choice, at all. There never has been.