Apathetic (Druck - Matteo)
Matteo checks the spelling of “apathetic” again to google his “symptoms”. Just like David did all those years ago. He´s going to tell him about this later. The thought is soothing.
Amira helped Matteo pin things down when she stopped by earlier. It can be hard to put into words how you feel about things, or how you don´t feel at all sometimes.
But he trusts her judgment, and she wouldn´t bullshit him.
He´s biting his thumb, hesitating. This is not some silly gay test. What if the Internet tells him he´s not okay?