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Tweak says, "Baaaaa means 'No'"

Loki Laufeyson (ex_brother217) wrote in doors,
@ 2013-08-14 15:38:00

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gwen stacy, harry dresden

Sam A
[Locked to Sam A]

I just wanted to tell you that these cloves don't taste nearly as nice when I don't have someone to enjoy them with.

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	Sam A/Toby F ephemeras 2013-08-14 04:53 pm UTC (link)
	[After staring for a long time, and then deciding she needs to start getting on this "being ok" thing.] Shit. You're resorting to compliments? I'm not that bad. Listen, shit was exaggerated, yeah? I'm fine. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ex_brother217 2013-08-14 05:00 pm UTC (link)
	It's my way of telling you that I hope to see you again soon. This pack of cloves is going to go stale. I try not to pay too much attention to news reports. I like to get that sort of information first hand if I can. But if you say you're fine, then I'll trust that. It's okay not to be, but. I'm not you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ephemeras 2013-08-14 05:05 pm UTC (link)
	I'm cool. It's just media shit, yeah? Like made for television drama. There's not a fucking scratch on me. A cigarette would be really fucking nice, though. When I get out. Whatever. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ex_brother217 2013-08-14 05:08 pm UTC (link)
	Like folk tales, even media stories have some basis in reality. I'm not trying to shrink you, I'm just concerned. You're not going to have to worry about me fussing over you or anything else. When you get out or whatever? Confusing, Sam. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ephemeras 2013-08-14 05:10 pm UTC (link)
	[Easier. Less pauses the longer she types.] Yeah, it sucked or whatever, but it wasn't that bad. Do I sound fucking nuts to you or something? I'm fine. I'm in some protective custody thing until they catch that guy. So, yeah, once I'm out, or once he's caught, or whatever. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ex_brother217 2013-08-14 05:12 pm UTC (link)
	No, you don't sound nuts. But then again, most people don't sound nuts. I'm certainly a little off, but I don't sound it, yes? [A scrawled smiley inserted here.] I'm going to hold you to that. Dinner, too, if you're up for it. Just as friends, obviously, in case you think I have other ideas. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ephemeras 2013-08-14 05:15 pm UTC (link)
	Well, you do sound kind of full of shit sometimes, baby. [This comes slower. It's harder to get the words out.] No other ideas, huh? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ex_brother217 2013-08-14 05:16 pm UTC (link)
	Do I now? I think you are the first who's ever told me that. None. Dinner and some cigarettes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ephemeras 2013-08-14 05:18 pm UTC (link)
	You can't be this even all the fucking time. Everyone spikes, yeah? Even you. [...] Why only that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ex_brother217 2013-08-14 05:20 pm UTC (link)
	I have my moments. I try to make sure they're private, though. I was under the assumption that you had someone in your life. Am I wrong? If I'm wrong, do correct me as soon as possible. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ephemeras 2013-08-14 05:23 pm UTC (link)
	~~What the fuck is privacy?~~ Yeah? I used to do that. [...] He's with someone else now. It wasn't exclusive or anything anyway. ~~I was just stupid and thought it was.~~ ~~He can't even look at~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ex_brother217 2013-08-14 05:25 pm UTC (link)
	Used to? Not any longer? [...] Then perhaps not just dinner and cigarettes. But that's entirely up to you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ephemeras 2013-08-14 05:30 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, fucked up family shit makes it hard. [A long cursor blink, and she walks away and panics for minutes, and then comes back.] When was the last time you fucked someone? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ex_brother217 2013-08-14 05:41 pm UTC (link)
	And 'fucked up family shit' is why I try to keep my moments private. They've dealt with enough without watching me go off the deep end too. [...] It's been a while, admittedly. [...] Why? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ephemeras 2013-08-14 05:46 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. ~~I'm going to do better next time at not~~ ~~I want them to forget~~ ~~The cops say there were pic~~ I'm adopting that philosophy. Just checking or whatever. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ex_brother217 2013-08-14 05:47 pm UTC (link)
	It's served me well. But beware of frustrated siblings that accuse you of bottling it all up. So. Interested? Once you're released, of course. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ephemeras 2013-08-14 06:07 pm UTC (link)
	I don't think that'll happen ~~they need a break from me~~. No [With a long pause between each letter.] Yeah. Ok. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ex_brother217 2013-08-14 06:13 pm UTC (link)
	Why is that? Are you sure? [noting the pauses] It's okay if you don't, Sam. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ephemeras 2013-08-14 06:19 pm UTC (link)
	We all just need a fucking break. [...] No, yeah, baby. I'm into it. ~~I let~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ex_brother217 2013-08-14 06:22 pm UTC (link)
	If you need a place to 'break' at, let me know. I'm never home and there's plenty of room. Only if you're sure. I just want you to be... okay. Or whatever passes for okay in this place, some days. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ephemeras 2013-08-14 06:36 pm UTC (link)
	Thanks, but I'm ok. Yeah. Me too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ex_brother217 2013-08-14 06:39 pm UTC (link)
	Open offer. If there's anything you need, Sam. Let me know. Even if it's just a friendly voice on the other end. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ephemeras 2013-08-14 06:45 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. Thanks, baby. [...] Iris doing ok? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ex_brother217 2013-08-14 06:47 pm UTC (link)
	Are you sure you want to talk about her? Or for me to talk about her? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ephemeras 2013-08-14 06:48 pm UTC (link)
	Just tell me how she's doing or whatever. ~~he called me by her~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ex_brother217 2013-08-14 06:50 pm UTC (link)
	Not as well as I wish. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ephemeras 2013-08-14 07:30 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ex_brother217 2013-08-14 07:31 pm UTC (link)
	She blames herself. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Sam A/Toby F

ephemeras
2013-08-14 07:40 pm UTC (link)

The last time I talked to her, before this shit went down, she told me she knew exactly the kind of fucking man Ian was, and that she didn't give a shit or whatever because he wanted her. So, if she fucked people over for that, knowing what he was, maybe she should feel guilty, yeah? Go ahead and tell me that's bitchy or cruel or whatever, but I would never do that shit to her for a dick.

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	Re: Sam A/Toby F ex_brother217 2013-08-14 07:45 pm UTC (link)
	[...] Hearing this side of it definitely puts another spin onto things. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ephemeras 2013-08-14 07:51 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, well, it doesn't change anything. Maybe he fucked with her head or whatever, but it didn't sound like it from that. And I think she'd still fucking go back to him if he begged, but whatever. ~~I don't want to think~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ex_brother217 2013-08-14 07:52 pm UTC (link)
	Let's not talk about this right now, Sam. What she did or what she didn't do, talking about that isn't going to help at the moment. Alright? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ephemeras 2013-08-14 07:53 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ex_brother217 2013-08-14 07:55 pm UTC (link)
	And this is where I start to show the fact that I don't know how to talk to people. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ephemeras 2013-08-14 07:57 pm UTC (link)
	No. It's cool. My brother gets pissed at me when I rag on her too. I better go, though, yeah? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ex_brother217 2013-08-14 07:58 pm UTC (link)
	You can 'rag' on her all you want, Sam. I just don't think you should be doing that right now. A time and place, that's all. And of course. Call me, send me a message, if you need anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ephemeras 2013-08-14 08:05 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. Thanks, baby. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ex_brother217 2013-08-14 08:06 pm UTC (link)
	You're welcome, Sam. Take care of yourself. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Sam A/Toby F ephemeras 2013-08-14 08:08 pm UTC (link)
	~~I don't fucking know how~~ [No reply.] (Reply to this) (Parent)