It's not revenge. [And Saint seemingly takes that as gospel] Do you know if you'd win? If there's a chance. If Sam would lose you. He has men, you said.
I've seen grief. Before. When people lose something very great. When they lose people or they lose what they thought life was. It isn't mad. It is something too big. For carrying around. Is no one else? I've seen his words. So many angry people. Threats. Is there no way to talk to them?
[A pause, blinking cursor] I have a phone now. A friend. Wanted me to call. So I got a phone. So if you want to speak, when you can't sleep. You can.
But I do not think it is failure. I think it is a mad man - because he is mad, it is not sane, to hurt people over and over. I do not think you have done wrong.