Re: Locked: Eddie N / Iris M
[Darker. More certain.] You're being an asshole for the sake of being an asshole.
One point right, one point wrong. He does make me feel different than anyone else, you are right about that. But it doesn't make me feel better. It made me feel free for the short time we were together before. It broke me when he died last time. And it made me feel so briefly wanted when he came back. And safe until it wasn't. Disappointed when I finally realized that nothing had ever changed. He's twisted up in my head in ways that are more often bad than good, and the more he hurts other people, the worse I feel. But you asked if I would go back, and if it was to trade my own pain so that someone else's would stop, then yes, I would. In a second.