Caellum Matthews/Jamie Madrox (caelrox) wrote in doors,
Re: Sam A/Cael M
Well, I didn't quite mean it that way. It had to do with those nagging little insecurities, not my feelings for him, or what I've been doing for the past 8 months. In this place here, I never would have done that now. Before November, maybe, but that was a part of my old life. I guess deep inside, that's one of my biggest fears - that I don't really measure up, and I could go right back. I don't know. He understands it better than I can explain it.
He's amazing. We love the same things, except he's also got all the education and one of the best jobs ever. I'm just a little crazy about him.