Re: Sam A/Lin A
Okay, you caught me. I'm an atheist. But Jesus seems like a chill dude. He was poly before it was cool. [...] In all honesty though, I am not in Love with anyone. That implies a loss of control, I feel, or maybe fucking fields and white dresses, and I'm nowhere near that.
I know that you think a person scalded by boiling water would be frantic to know, or want to know, or show they wanted to know, where their lover had gone and why they'd sent guards back, but, just because it hasn't happened doesn't mean you're tepid water and doesn't mean Neil doesn't care. I think he's just more laissez-faire, and maybe he wants you to feel like you can do what you need to do or want to do, without someone holding you back - to feel like you have some control somewhere in your life. It seems to me he's trying to be respectful, even if he's kind of fail about it.