Re: Neil D/Sam A
[Long blinking cursor.] I'm fucking confused, and I'm scared. There's shit missing, and I'm so messed up that I can't even fucking tell if Ian was helping or not sometimes, Neil. The doctors say it's the drugs in my system, and that shit will clear up, but I can't fucking tell. I think I know, right? I think it all makes fucking sense, and then I wonder if I'm really just fucked up because of [...] the courier came back. The one from before, you know? He came back.